My Substitute Bride

Chapter 5: Worst Night

Eunice's POV

Nakakainis! I'm so damn annoyed at Jun. It's been two weeks since we came back from our honeymoon in Paris. But nothing happened between us. As in wala! Nada! Tatlong araw lang ang itinagal naming sa Paris and Jun completely ignored me.

I thought we could spend time together as a wife and husband but Jun keep on having meetings with business clients. The hell! It was our honeymoon pero nakikipagBusiness deal siya???

Who would do that???

But then again, ours is not a normal relationship. I was just his substitute bride. But I won't give up! I will do everything for this marriage to work out.

"Done!" I smiled. Niluto ko ang mga paboritong pagkain ni Jun. Sana naman kainin niya ngayon ang luto ko.

We're staying at Jun's condo right now and yes we do share the same bed but nothing happened between us. Nakakatulogan ko na ang paghihintay sa kanya at sa umaga naman minsan mas nauuna siyang bumangon sa akin. Bilang na bilang ko ang mga salitang sinasabi niya sa akin.

"Jun, let's eat. I cooked your favorites." I smiled at him. He was sitting on the couch while reading a book.

"I'm not hungry." Ni hindi man lang ito tumingin sa akin. And it seriously hurts but I will bear it.

Lumapit ako sa kanya at inagaw ang librong hawak nito. "What the-"

"Jun, alam mo bang maraming tao ang hindi nakakakain ng tatlong beses sa isang araw?" nakapamaywang na sabi ko sa kanya.

"So?" walang ka-inti-interes na sabi nito.

"Hindi tayo dapat magsayang ng pagkain. Ayokong kumain mag-isa. Sige na please?" I used my puppy eyes on him but he just glared at me.

"Kung naaawa ka sa mga taong hindi makakain ng tatlong beses sa isang araw, dalhin mo sa kanila ang pagkain na niluto mo at pakainin mo sila. You can join them too if you don't wanna be alone." He said coldly before he took the book in my hand.

"Bakit ka ba ganyan? Kung gaganitohin mo lang ako sana hindi mo na lang ako pinakasalan! I'm trying to be a good wife for you!" I shouted at him.

"You know exactly why I'm like this Eunice. You deserve this kind of treatment. And I never told you to be a good wife for me. It's not like I married you because I love you. You're just a substitute. Now disappear from my sight. You're annoying!"

I felt like I was slapped by his words. I went to the dining table and ate alone. Sayang naman ang mga niluto ko. Ipamimigay ko na lang ito bukas sa mga batang kalye. I can't help but cry... masakit talaga na marinig mismo sa bibig niya na substitute lang ako.

After cleaning the dining table, pumasok na ako sa kwarto namin. After washing up and changing into my lingerie ay nahiga na ako sa kama namin.

Jun is so close yet so far especially when we're on the bed. I wanted to do the things a normal wedded couple would do but Jun won't. He's always so distant and cold.

The door opened and Jun entered. Dumiretso siya sa bathroom.

I really want to consummate our marriage. May be kapag nalaman niyang walang nagging lalaki sa buhay ko ay baka bumalik kami sa dati.

Sinundan ko siya sa bathroom. I can see his silhouette on the shower curtain. He was taking a bath. I took off my lingerie and I'm completely naked. Ang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko. Sobrang kaba ngayon ang nararamdaman ko but it's now or never.

I slide the shower curtain.

"What are you doing?" Jun looks unfazed as he looks at my nakedness.

"I-I want you, Jun!" I embraced him. He's also naked and I can feel his wet skin on mine. And now we're both wet because of the shower.

I looked up to him. "Let's c-consummate our marriage..." somehow I managed to say it. Sobrang hiya at nerbyos ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. I never once thought in my whole life na gagawin ko ang ganito.

"You really wanna get laid that bad, huh?" came his cold sarcastic voice.

Napabitaw ako sa kanya. He was looking at me like I'm a very disgusting creature.

"Fine... you want to fuck? I will fuck you..."

"No, it's not li-" he kissed me forcefully. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa gulat. Jun was kissing me roughly, he was scraping my lips with his teeth. Nasasaktan ako sa uri ng halik na binibigay niya kaya sinubukan ko siyang itulak but he only held my wrists and pinned my whole body on the wall. I can feel his tongue inside my mouth and I can't breathe.

His kisses went down on my neck.

"Jun, stop it!" I tried to push him when he released my wrists but I was like pushing a wall. He grabbed my right breast and squeezed it hard. "Aww! Stop it, Jun, Please!"

"Isn't this what you want, bitch?" his cold eyes were glaring at me. Freezing me. His right hand travelled down and reached my core. Napapikit ako ng mariin. "Ahh!" he was caressing me down there.

Even though, he is being rough... I'm becoming weak. My body is liking what he was doing to it.

"You're this wet and you're telling me to stop? You're such a liar..." Napa-igik ako ng bigla na lang niyang ipasok ang isang daliri niya sa akin. Masakit... Jun is a big man. He has big hands and long slender fingers. And suddenly inserting a digit inside me hurts.

"So tight..."

"Ahh! Jun..." I clung to him 'cause I feel like collapsing any moment. He was fingering me and it's starting to feel good.

He kissed me in the mouth again. But this time it was not rough. He was actually gentle and I kissed him back. "Ahh! Jun!" the movement of his finger became fast. At nahihilo ako sa sensasyon na nararamdaman ko.

He dipped his head down and captured one of my crowns. He was sucking my nipple hard then he would lick it.

"Ahhh... Jun, I'm cumming!" then he pulled out his finger. "Don't stop!" I suddenly blurted out.

"Don't worry, I already said that I'm gonna fuck hard you won't be able to walk properly." He lifted me up and wrapped my legs around his waist. And I can feel his manhood on my behind.

Then he took me on the bed.

Ang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko. He's gonna take me tonight...

He was positioning himself on my entrance...

"Jun..."

"Tell me, Eunice... how many man have you had?"

"Huh?"

"Nandidiri ako sa tuwing naiisip ko na hindi ako lang ang naka-angkin sa katawang ito... to think na nirespeto kita noon, inalagaan at ipinaglaban. I feel disgusted..."

"Jun, I never h-"

"Shut up! I don't wanna hear your lame excuses... You're my wife. And I'm a man, kahit ayoko sa'yo pagtitiisan na lang kita."

"J-UGH!"

It hurts! He suddenly thrust his whole length inside me. Pakiramdam ko ay para akong hinahati sa gitna.

"Fuck! Ahhh!" He's moving fast in and out of me.

I covered my mouth to prevent myself from screaming out of pain. Oh my god! This is the worst... my first time really hurts.

His eyes were closed. He doesn't want to see me. He's disgusted by me... pinagtitiisan niya lang ako. He really hates me.

Masakit talaga... Jun is huge and having him inside me really hurts. He didn't even give me a chance to get used to his length.

"Fuck! Fuck! I'm cumming..." his movement became even faster until he jerked his body and I felt his fluids shooting inside me.

He collapsed on top of me before he rolled to the side.

Ahhh... this is the worst first night ever.

TBC