Secrets Told and Folded

Past before forgetting

She used to love music, be happy and always wanting to do clubs and study hard and be a nurse studying medicines to help cure all illnesses.
She was kind and loved everyone and everything.

She was strong and reckless doing everything on her own for curiosity.She was smart and her family was poor but they were all cheerful and silently stressed.

She didn't have any friends despite it cause there was no other person her age with the illness that still remains unknown. 

They were all scared of dying after all and she hid the fact that she doesn't care about it even though every night the nurses said they heard crying every minute for 5 seconds in an hour then stop.

The Doctor told me she didn't have long to live I was really heart broken. I wanted to do everything I could or she wanted in her place. But it soon failed as I met my loved one and told me what I wanted not what she wanted. And I'd lose everything once she's gone. So now I'll send her money and gifts she asks me.
But it's even rare then it was she would ask me rarely for being too selfish and not wanting to waste my money but that didn't really pop into a young child like her. 

She never asked for anything or take anything from anyone for free, so I couldn't do anything.

She was my best friend when we were born and when we were both 5.
She unexpectedly fell to a fever and was getting colder each day she had a hard time breathing and when she coughed we could all hear her pain and feel it so hurtful so loud and cruel showing so much dark blood. She bearly moved. And her hair fell.
Yet in all that she still smiled or forced it.
When she finally stopped breathing and eating that was the call to send her to a hospital.
They could do very little but better than we could've done.
They got angryat us for not getting her earlier and treated her early so it wouldn't get that bad.
She was asleep for at least 3 months.
Within that time school gave her up.
Others were waiting to go anyways.
And some payments were coming fast and greater than the last.
She finally woke up when they were gonna move her to the next world.
And stayed in the hospital all alone for 5 years.
When she was 10 she escaped and got to a car crash.
Then a relative who transferred here and bearly knew her took her out sadly they were there in the wrong time and wrong place.
Nelly was hit in the head pretty hard.
And our uncle Leo was shot protecting her and saving time as well as shutting him from telling.
That was the last straw for Nelly she had such good memory and saw very good. They weren't happy but they were fun.
She lost it all including her name and identity.
I haven't heard since. Can't even see her. I don't even know if it's true she's alive. They told me she lost a lot of blood cause she was also bitten by dogs and as a precaution stabbed multiple times everywhere but the head.Not even if she's still smiling or the same as I remember.
It's empty without her. She's positive and good at convincing if I had her...I wouldn't regret most things I didn't do.
All I know is that I'm sending money to a hospital no one knows off but the families of the people in there.
My name is Spinel Yarizen and I'm the first Girl President. The last person allowed young people to have a chance since their smart and should take a stand but also since they have a mind of decisions.
I won. Surprisingly so I don't have time to look for my best friend.

MY POV ;

I'm 16 years old.
I don't Wanna do anything at all.
And I'm not very talkative.
The person who takes care of me comes very few times a year. Everyone else ignores me.
I don't have classes and I moved here 2 years ago.
But I still study theirs a TV where it tells you the lessons in the room. It takes notes cause my brain isn't very good.But its very easy to learn in.
I have no relatives and no memory of my past.
I just made up a convenient name like Yenshin Flu .
I don't like alot of things or have.
I don't wanna be anything or go anywhere.
Since I'm forgotten I'm waiting for my time of death.
I have brown and for some reason the back side of my hair behind my long brown hair it has light yellow shady hair. It never grows so I think it's dead.