Secrets Told and Folded

Meeting you

Guy's Pov:

[Ah, did I forget to say I don't put names until they mention it hehe SURPRISE!]

   Everyone always told me that I was bad luck and full of misfortune for myself so I'd always bleed and get sick easily feeling nervous around people thinking they'd get hurt because of me. I wouldn't speak or bother to come to classes since they'd bully me and I would be alone. Feeling constantly scared was a bad feeling. So I got used to the fact that my body needs to sleep and be treated every day.

My family died one day when I was in elementary while they were sleeping in their day of the house burned. My mother forgot to check on the soup over hitting on thanksgiving only the three of us. I kept being moved from house to house ending up here because of my misfortune and bad luck.

My body doesn't react well with people or new environment even places. I forget how to breathe and loose balance have blood flowing out in some part of my body as if being cut by glass for a reason still unknown.

On the month of summer mostly all the hospital patients go to their families but my nurse said that once you enter this hospital theirs no way of getting back out of so if anything it might be a field trip with holograms and some testing. My nurse is a kind old lady that knows just about anything I ask her off so that's how I know.

Another thing of how I believe her is..she gives me candy not only that but whenever I'm alone I think of unnecessary things that might make me go crazy.Not the problem here,I forgot what I was talking about ummm. Oh wow! Theirs birds outside my window I think..*sparkle eyes* theirs baby eggs in the nest.CHEESE NUGGETS!! How long has it been there! Oh wait,I remember now. Ok so this is how I know the hospital changes you but also helps you. At first sight when you look at the hospital it's very fancy and big claiming about anything you can find around the world. When you enter the the amount of pressure and negative thoughts is so tight it could choke you and only I know that because I consider myself the friend of the wicked. No-No-Not that I think I'm some kind of super powered villain or something no I'm a lowly human after all, how would I find anything good about myself even if I went against the world I'd fail since there IS NO PLAN! and the good always wins its like giving all the credit to them.Off topic! Oh yeah I was saying how this is a testing hospital well I'm just grateful I'm not like the others who are okay enough to reach the normal people out there -_- not that theirs anyone alike or normal in my personal opinion. You start to forget about the old self you wanted to be when you enter you lose all interest in anything all pass your days "studying" when really the professors are looking at you intensely on how much the disabled can do. We're like the people who try out the medicine first before selling it to others not once have I seen someone die or scream even cry or get mad even seeing blood is rare which makes it all the more strange.I've been in many many many many many places and I KNOW PERFECTION ISN'T REAL. So it could be at night in a room where no one is suspicious off or could hear. 

But it could just be all in my head. I've been waiting for some action seeing all those battling movies my nurse brings at times during blood time, lunch and her days off. It's sad she hasn't found a love one or children to take care off so for me and her we feel like family. And it's nice to feel loved.

   I looked at the hallway then the door being wide open. I wanted to do things normal people do when I look out the window or hear outside when everyone's here. I might be selfish but it's probably the only thing I have left to achieve in. 

I took my blanket off and stood up. I started walking and suddenly my legs stopped moving and felt in pain. I tried ignoring it and grabbing something nearby like the table with flowers on it but it fell down along with me the vase left a scratch in my hand and started bleeding.

This thing came in front of me and wrote if I was alright and I nodded not wanting to speak, thinking I could've cried at that moment for the blood I was seeing in front of me. 

You have to know that I'm very weak when facing blood I could cry for days, vomit, or even pass out and stop breathing.

I stood up then fell over it seems I forgot my legs felt little numb or uneasy. I don't really wanna say what happened cause my mind is telling me it's embarrassing I can't put my finger on it yet.

When I stared at the things eyes I thought that it was the first time I ever looked into my own reflection from someone else's point of view. After a few minutes she wrote something of getting off and I apologized saying more things than I needed to.What could I do I'm nervous in meeting someone new it's a warming feeling but overall that good stuff it's scary.I don't even know what their capable of. It's hard to communicate I wish we could have some device that doesn't involve opening your mouth to speak.And isn't she suppose to say something after sorry?*I raised an eyebrow* like "you welcome".

After a while of an awkward feeling of laying there not saying a word her staring at me, and me in the floor wanting something to happen so it could stop. It's making me feel sweaty and even more nervous regretting about thinking of wanting to do what everyone else does.The thing was struggling on reaching for something and fell on her she didn't realize something very heavy hit her head or ignored it (but IT"S BLEEDING!!)then came to me*I closed my eyes scared of what she'd do* grabbed my hand and ----

The thing started wrapping the scratch up and I felt better..somehow maybe that I don't have to see the blood or for the first time not feeling anything about the fact that I just saw blood.

Then the thing wrote "To be it's teacher so I could teach everything I know"

*cough cough cough*

"Teacher. Sure,okay I guess. I-I don't know but .....in..i-i-in exchange can you help me. Do things everyone does? Like going to class or the gym?"I asked feeling nervous of the answer. Not once have I asked for anything so this is extremely horror for me. I might deal with monster or spirits but not a rejection.

I glanced at it and she looked confused then she wrote in the notebook slowly.

"Fine. I'm Yenshin Flu and you?" Yenshin asked.

"I-I'm (I'm getting nervous at the spot or just full of happiness I'm forgetting my name)

Evan Hongyu. "I said spilling it out before the thought disappears again.

Yen(Nicknames are easy and fun ) wrote again."Want to play in the gym? I saw scooters ?"she asked.

I nodded and said "Tommorow,I'll hand you a notebook of things I know if it's okay. I..I'm n-n-not good at communicating face to face you see."I said scared thinking yen could get mad. 

I peaked at Yen for second and got surprised at it's smile then saw her head and it

 nodded and stood up with the crotches and me helping her(She was very light so It was for the first time something I could carry). I'm happy though..another human like me is helping me.