Trust Issues ~August Alsina Love Story~ (EDITING)

My Past

Karma's pov

This is my story. It all started when I was 14. There was this guy that I used to drool over. His name was August Alsina. His attitude to his swagg was perfect. We went out a couple of times in middle and high school. He treated me like a lady...even though I was still in my early teens. I always thought we would be together forever like a fantasy. But I guess I was wrong...

He moved away because his parents heard we got sexually active. I still remember it like it was yesterday. I locked myself in the room for two weeks. The first week I didn't eat. I would only drink  water but that's all. Then my mom forced me out of my room by knocking my door down. Ha. That's why I hate her ass now. Anyway...I searched for my new August. I thought I found him but yet again...I was wrong. Taylor was four years older than me. I ran away from home to live with him. It all,went great until he got me hooked on drugs. Four years I wasted with his bitch ass. But that last year...it was hell on earth.

I remember one day I was on the porch smoking a blunt when I decided to go in the house. Taylor sat on the couch.

"Karmy," he said before taking a long gulp of liquor, "come sit on daddy lap."

"No...," I said in a snobby way. I walked pass him and he snatched me on his lap. I tried to get away but he slapped me back into his lap.

"I said come sit on daddy lap," he said through clenched teeth. He pushed me down and hovered me. I begged him to stop but of course he drained my voice out. I remember crying because it hurted so bad.

I tried telling people to help me and told them what happened but they didn't believe me. Taylor was a big time lawyer in Atlanta at that time. I tried even to tell my mom but she said I shouldn't have left her. She called me a whore.

Because of this situation I have what my best friend Iyanna calls "trust issues". Fuck that bitch. Nah, I'm just playing. I love that girl to the death of the earth.

I moved to New Orleans the city of second chances. That's where me and Iyanna met. Here recently we  moved to Atlanta .

I'm not getting my hopes up...but I hope August will come back. Maybe we could hang out...IF I see him...

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