How to Change a Life (On HOLD)

Chapter 4: All Must Come Out Sometimes, Better Now Than Never

KAILLYN *POV*

I just couldnt manage to get it out. My head was screaming at me telling me to speak, but i just couldn't do it.

LET'S TELL THEM!!!

"It's... Something right Kaillyn?" Ashley asked. Sometimes she could be concerned, and right here right now, she was. She stood up and rubbed my back, patting my hair. "It's alright girly." Ashley cooed. "You don't have to say anything. Unless you want to." She nodded towards Candace and Candace nodded to. I was glad for friends like these, and I finally found my confidence... Maybe... I think?

"Ah geez!" I yelled, frustrated. "You guys make me feel bad... Too bad in fact..." I stuck my tongue out. Why do I have to have such annoying and pushing friends? They always make me feel guilty!?! Sighing in frustration I finally told them. And it wasn't easy... AT ALL!

"There was a guy... At the mall... And he..." I stammered, messing up my words. "Therewasaguyatthemallandhewalkedovertomeandhekissedmeonmycheek!"

"WOAH! Slow down there girly." Candace's eyes opened up wide. "You're saying gibberish. You have slow down... Just a teensy bit! She put her thumb and her pointer finger up close together.

I took a deep breath and explained to them my story. "I was at the mall buying supplies for school, and then when Elizabeth and I were going to eat... Someone came up to me and said something in my ear... After he kissed me on the cheek. I don't even know him but I'm sensing that he is going to our high school. New student maybe? I don't know..." I slumped down on my seat and I couldn't see my facial expression but I knew I looked perplexed. "I don't know what to do... Forget about it? I think that's pretty much out of question."

Candace and Ashley's eyes were wide open. Jaws dropped and everything. Ashley was first to speak. Not that well... But at least I could understand it.

"Uhh... What... The... Fuck... Did I just hear? Are you messing with us or something Kaillyn?" Ashley yelled at me utterly flabbergasted.

I nodded my head. "Yup I am too. He also said to me. That it wasn't the last time I was going to see him and that he'll be watching me. It WAS pretty weird and just... Wow..." I gaped. "I'm still dumbstruck. Honestly that's the weirdest thing... Also... He was actually really and utterly GORGEOUS!"

Of course after in said that, they immediately bombarded me with questions. With flurries of "What does he look like? "What's his dressing style?" "Hair color?" "Eye color?" "How old?" "How tall?" "What's his name?" "Have you ever seen him before?" "Does he look recognizable?"

I was just sitting there for a full minute just staring at them, waiting for them to shut the fuck up. They could really talk at a huge speed, I could barely listen to a whole question without them yelling at me what, why, who, how, and just wow... They finally got the point to shut up so I decided to answer the easiest question of them all, what he looked like.

"Well he looks like this, he has brown hair, green eyes, and... He wore a leather jacket." I said. "That's all I know about him so far."

"GURL! He... Sounds... B-E-Autiful!" Candace gushed. "I can't figure out what's wrong with him... I just wish that I was in your place! I really need to get laid this year..." She winked. "And I wouldn't mind losing it to some hottie like him..."

I really felt like puking... She couldn't... She wouldn't say that... WHAT?!? Why would she say something like that... It sorta creeped me out... I mean like we're too young for anything like THAT! Right?

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Authors Note

I am so sorry! I haven't been updating! It's just a LOT has happened and I hadn't got anything right... I will be updating again soon... SO DAMN sorry for delay!