I lay on his chest, listening to his heart beat speed up, slow down, then get steady. He was drunk out of his mind. Slurring every word, not making any sense. That's all he did. I wasn't really that drunk more so very tipsy.
As I lay on his chest I begin to think about my life if me and Wes were dating. How he would treat me, how safe I would feel. I have started developing feelings for him a few months ago but I didn't want to say a thing. Especially thinking that he would never feel the same. Ever.
"Y/n" he slightly whispers. "yes" I reply "did you know I'm in loveee with youuu?" My heart skipped what felt like a thousand beats. "W-what? Really?" I question in complete shock. I start to realize that's he extremely drunk so he's saying it without really knowing or meaning it. "Yes, yes I do. I've been thinking about my love for you for the longest and I just can't stop thinking about it now. I really do love you but I never told you because... because I didn't" he giggles at the end. "Yea yea, I know Wes. You say all this now but by tomorrow when you find out you said all this, you'll admit you didn't mean any of it and it just slipped because you were drunk" I say back, trying to not let his words affect me because I know he's just saying it and not meaning it. "You know y/n, I've been thinking about this for the past 2 hours and I've been trying to figure out how to confess to you how much I love you. I've had the strongest feelings for you for so long but I just couldn't come up with a way to tell you. Plus, you can't say I'm saying all of this and not meaning it because, as they say, drunk words are sober thoughts." He slightly slurs some words as he explained to me how I was wrong. Wow. Was he actually being serious? "That's true Wes, that's true. I actually love you too I just thought you would never love me back. Tomorrow we should talk more about it, when you're not, you know, drunk." He smiles like a child going to Disney for the first time. "Then so be it. We will talk when I'm all sobered up and more awesome than I am now" he giggles then smirks. "Ok, tomorrow it is" i say back smiling as I listen to his heart rate pick up.
