It's been 2, almost 3 hours since I've been on the phone with Wes. It's 1:50 in the morning and that means Wes' plane would be landing in at least 10 minuets. I was excited for him to come, but now I'm numb. I don't know how to feel. He's been calling me non-stop for the past hour but now he stopped. I had already stopped crying. I just stood there on the bed, staring at all the pictures of us now laying on the floor. I always told myself he would never cheat. I also told myself that if something like this happened, I shouldn't take it too hard because I would never be able to look past but guess what, that's exactly what I'm doing. The clock had finally reached 2am a few minuets ago and I didn't notice. I heard the door downstairs jiggle, I slightly jumped at the sudden noise but then soon realized it had to be only one person and one person only...Wes. My heart race picked up as I heard the door open. I couldn't decide if I wanted to get up and hide or just stay where I was and stare at the wall like I originally was. In the process of thinking, I could hear someone coming up the stairs. I had no time to hide so I just sat there. He had finally made it all the way up the stairs and was now standing in the door way. I didn't move nor did I look up. "Y/n" Wes slowly and quietly said. I didn't respond, I just stayed staring at the wall. He put his suitcase in the closet and walked to the bed. "Y/n please answer" I just looked up at him. His eyes were mesmerizing. I snapped myself out of my love thoughts about him and remembered what he had done. I slightly started to glare at him. "Why" is all I could get out. I said it with no emotion what's so ever. "Why what y/n? What did I do?" He pleaded. "Don't play dumb with me Tucker. You know exactly what you did so tell me why right now" I demanded. "I-I don't know w-what you're talking about" he stuttered. I just stared at him, waiting for the real answer. "Ok, ok fine. Look, I don't know why I did it, ok? I honestly don't know. It's just I missed you and I had so many things on my mind an-" I cut him off "you miss me so you go and get with some other girl right?" "No, no it's not like that I swear" "yea right Wes. Give me a break" I scoff getting off of the bed and standing in front of him. "Please y/n. I'm sorry, I didn't know what I was doing and I didn't mean any of it. I'm sorry. Please give me another chance." He said "people that do things like that don't deserve a second chance Wes" "I know but please, I'm begging you, I can't live without you. Please" I scoffed at his words "I couldn't live without you either, you're my world but when you love some so much to the point where you can't live without them, you don't cheat on them like you did." I hated the word 'cheat' I had wished someone I loved would never do that to me but look what happened. "Y/n, I'm sorry I didn't mean to do it please" he let tears slip out of his eyes. "You know Wes. I loved you, I would do anything for you. You are my world. But I would never cheat on you. Never. And somehow you go out and Cheat on me and you think I'd be ok with it? You've been gone for two months. Two fucking months Wes, and half the time you spent there, you cheated. And to think, I thought you actually loved me. Don't come to me with the 'I do love you' shit. Because it is not going to work Wes. I cannot believe you and what you've done. Since I have no where to go and neither do you, we're both gonna stay here. But by tomorrow, I'm going to have my stuff packed and I'm gonna leave. I'll ask Alessandra if I can stay with her. That's it Wes, it's final" I said and the verge of crying. "Y-you sleep in the spare bedroom" my voice cracked. He looked at me, tears streaming down his beautiful face. I can't keep falling if he's not going to be there to pick me back up. I'm done with it. I can't believe he would do this to me but what can I do, I don't control him. He swiftly grabbed me and pulled me into a tight hug. I cried onto his shoulder as he did mine. His hugs always made me feel comfortable and at home, but now I just feel betrayed. "Y/n, I'm sorry for everything I've done. I made your life worse just because I was being stupid and did something I deeply regret. I'll always be here if you need something and if you ever want to give me a second chance.. maybe? I'm up for it. But as of right now, I respect your decision. Remember I'm always here and I love you" he said, plopping a kiss on my nose. I looked at him and said "thank you. As for right now, I just need time and space. But, I'll still love you...always and forever." He sadly smiled and kissed my forehead. "I'll be in the other bedroom if you need anything. Goodnight my love." He said, wiping off the tears that had fallen from his face. "Goodnight" I replied as he walked out of my room and shut the door. I threw myself back on the bed. Damn, what I'm gonna do now? Why is my life so fucked? I thought to myself. What do I do? Do I forgive him or not? Ugh, I hate it so much! I wished this never happened. I few tears had fallen down my face. I threw the blanket over me and closed my eyes. Tomorrow's a new day. Let's see what tomorrow has to come...
