My Stupid Ginger { MithzanXreader }

Secret Feelings 15

Stephs pov-
I woke up and Max's arms were wrapped around me. I start to move but then he tightens his grip. I turned and his eyes were puffy and was sniffling in his sleep. He was crying.
Me- *whispers and runs hand down Max's face* why are you crying?
Max- *slowly opens eyes* because you were.
Me- please don't.. *looks at Max and hugs him tight*
Max- I won't if you won't..
me- *sniffles* I'm.. im not.. *bursts into tears*
Max- *lifts Stephs chin and kisses her*
Me- *looks at Max then closes eyes*
Max- do you want to visit her today?
Me- *nods*
Max- she'll be okay.. *kisses her head and hold her close to his chest*
Me- *sinks into his chest*
Max- *runs fingers through her hair*
Me- is Ross ok *sniffle*
Max- probably not..
Me- does he wanna go with us?
Max- yeah I think Alesa does too.. and Adam.. and Jess, Barney, Shelby,Jin, Corey, Red, Preston, Okward, Tim.. they all kinda wanted to come..
Me- *fake laughs* ok. That's fine.. well imma go and get ready.. *stands up*
Max- ok. I will too. Well I'm gonna go check on Ross. *puts on sweat shirt and walks out of the room*
Me- ok.
I take off my tank top and throw it on the chair next to the desk. I forgot the door was open and red walked in..
Red- hey Max---
Me- *stairs at red in shock*
Red- heeyyy. *smirks*
Me- *slaps Red across the face*
Red- what the fu-- geez! *leaves the room*
Me- *rolls eyes and throws on teeshirt and takes off shorts then changes into skinny jeans*
Max- *walks in* did you slap red?
Me- yes.
Max- why?
Me- he looked at me.
Max- *laughs and snorts*
Me- *laughs and points at Max*
Max- hey!
Me- *falls over* OOF!
Max- *takes her hand and pulls her up*

Max pulls me to my feet but as soon as he straitens me up, I fall into his chest like a forwards trust fall. His arms go under mine to help me stop falling. I started sobbing but not because of Kas. I tried to push my self up against his chest but I was too weak with one arm. Max grabbed my wrists to stop me from shaking. He whispered and looked deep into my eyes, worried..
Max- it's okay. I'm here to help you.
I started to loose it.
Me- what about when your not here?! *tears start to stream down my face*
Max quickly put his hands on my cheeks. He had an angry look in his eyes. It scared me.
Max- I will always be here. I will always be here to help you.
I opened my mouth but no words came out. I didn't know what to say so I just kept crying. Max looked scared.. like he didn't know what to do. I felt him kiss me though.. slowly. I didnt do anything. I just sat on the edge of the bed and sniffled. All I could feel was his fingers lacing with mine.
Max- we should really hurry to the hospital if we want to get their before 10:00.
Me- *nods*

Me, Max, Ross, And Red all rode together. Me met everyone else at the hospital. We walked in to see two nurses fighting.
Nurse 1- how are we supposed to tell them this?!
Nurse 2- strait forward STUPID! That's how we have always done it!
Nurse 1- but it's death we are talking about! It's not as easy!
Max- *taps nurse 1 shoulder* excuse me?
Nurse1- oh. Hello young man. How may I help you?
Nurse 2- *rolls eyes and walks away*
Max- we are here to see Patient Kasiopina? She is here with a bitten off leg?
Nurse 1- o-oh..
Max- *stairs at nurse*
Nurse 1- *puts hand in Max's shoulder* I'm sorry.. she's gone..

Max's POV-
I had a loss of words.. I was holding back tears.

Max- *chokes on words* o..oh.. a.a.alri.ght. Th.a.a.nk y...o.u *walks over to everyone*
Me- what room is she in?
Max- s..she's gone.

Stephanie's POV-
My best friend is dead. I had lost it and fell to the ground crying, ignoring anyone who tried to help me up. How could I let this happen.. some reason I feel like this is my fault.
Alexa/Jess/Shelby- *start crying*
Ross- *breaks down and falls to knees crying*
Adam- *puts hand over face sniffling*
Max- *cries and tries to hug Stephanie*
Me- *pushes Max away*
Barney/Corey/Jin/Preston/Owkward/Tim/Red- *all start crying*
((Ok just everyone is crying now))
Adam- how about we all head back home..
Max- *looks up at adam* I think that's a good idea.
Me- *keeps crying*
Max- *rubs Stephanie's back* cmon.. lets go..
Me- *digs finger nails into palm*
I didn't want to talk to any of them. So I stood up and walked out. I heard a loud noise, it was a train. I haven't seen a train in a long time.. since I was a little kid. I slowly walked over to the train tracks to watch the train come.
The train was less than 100 yards away. I suddenly felt a hand on my back that shoved me onto the train tracks. I didn't see anyone around. No one had walked out yet, I couldn't move, my foot was stuck under a rail.
Me- HELP!!
I couldn't do anything but squirm until I joined Kas. I began to cry harder.
Me- SOMEONE!! PLEASE! ANYONE!!!
All I could see was the lights and sirens getting closer. I blacked out. Then I felt something wrap around me and shove me to the ground. The train was so close I could feel the air skim my face. My heart was pounding. I felt another heart beat over my head. And two things wrapped around me. I realized they where arms. I was scared to open my eyes.
But I forced myself to look. All I was was an assault road with something dripping in front of my face. It was blood but not mine. I turn my head to see Max shaking over me and his lip dripping blood. His blood shot eyes staring at me.
Another drop of blood past my ear.
Red- ARE YALL OKAY?!
Max- are you okay?
Me- *shakes and nods*
Max- I THINK SO!
Red- COME BACK BEFORE ANOTHER TRAIN COMES
Max- I.. I can't..

I slowly realize what Max meant. His foot had been crushed by the train.

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