He Knows.

Chapter 16: no regrets

*Bang Bang Bang* "Tori open your door. This is the last time I'm going to knock if you-" I jolted up. I shook my head. I looked around my room, pitch black. When did I fall asleep. I got up off the floor and opened the door.

"What." I said wiping my eyes. "Finally. Now come help me with my homework." "What time is it?" "Like eleven. I've been trying to get you to open your door for like three hours. Oh and mom's pissed you didn't come down for dinner." "Whatever." I mumbled.

"Here. Do it." "Why can't you?" "Because you're the smart one." "You can do it yourself." "I tried sis." "So what. Do it yourself." "What the fuck is your problem." "You're annoying as fuck leave me alone." I walked away and went back into my room. I opened my curtain to get a little light into my room. Big mistake. Jason was sitting in his room with his face in his hands.

What's his problem? He didn't pull out fast enough? Broke the condom? Ugh I need to stop thinking that he got someone pregnant. "Tori!" I snapped out of my thoughts to see Jason leaning out of his window with a look of sorrow. I rolled my eyes and was about to shut my window.

"Listen just hear me out." "What else do I need to hear? That you regret kissing me. That you took my first kiss and think it was all a mistake!" I yelled. "Tori please, just list-" "No you listen Jason! I'm not some whore who goes around kissing guys and not give a shit! I'm human and so are you!" "Just Shut up!" Jason roared. I stood there shocked scared. I am so glad we are not in the same room. "Now let me speak. I don't regret kissing you at all. But I do regret kissing you then, your first kiss shouldn't have been there. It should have been somewhere special. Private." Jason said as he slowly climbed out of his window. Before I could register what was going on Jason was in the air landing on my window railing.

"Jason be careful don't fall." I said pulling him up. "Don't worry about me." He said pulling himself up. The way his muscles in his arms moved as he was getting up looked so attractive.

Oh god I hope I'm not blushing.

"Look Tori. I'm, I'm starting to like you. A lot. And it's just not right." "Jason what are you-" "Shhhh. Let me finish." He said putting his finger to my lips. "I don't deserve you. I'm not good enough for you." I shook my head. He's wrong.

I pulled his finger off my lips. "Do you realize how dumb you sound. I like you so much. I stalked your profile on social medias for how long! Jason I like you so fucking much that it hurts." I grabbed his right hand and put it top of my chest. "Do you feel that. It beats so fast when I'm around you." Jason took off his hand and shook his head. "I don't want to fuck this up again. No regrets no nothing." Jason grabbed my hips and smashed his lips onto mine. Our lips moved in sync like dancers dancing all at once. Kissing him just felt right in so many ways.