Chim - Baby you're a heartbreaker

Chapter 13

Kimberley's POV

"W-what do we need to t-talk about?" Cheryl stutters shyly, knowing exactly what we need to talk about but not wanting to admit why she did it.
"Well to start off why did you er kiss me?" I ask softly stroking Cheryl's arm.
"B-b-because, because" cheryl starts unable to finish
"Because what cheryl?" I ask a little angrily.
"Because.."
"BECAUSE WHAT?" I scream impatiently.
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! I FUCKING LOVE YOU!" She screams back, tears streaming down her face in anger.
"You.. You w-w-what?!" I whisper in a soft tone
"I love you" cheryl murmurs in an even softer voice.
"But... How?"
"I'm as confused as you babe I don't know how I just know I do and I want you. I want you so badly, you make me feel so safe and happy. Like I'm the only girl in the world. And you know what? The whole world could call me ugly, so what? To you I'm not. I love you Kimberley Walsh." Cheryl flashes me her perfect trademark smile which makes me heart melt into nothing. Do I feel the same?
"Cheryl.. I just don't know how I feel about you right now, I need time to figure out what I want." I sigh
"That's okay, take as much time as you need babe. But will you do something for me?" Cheryl pleads looking up at me with those gorgeous big brown eyes.
"Yeah?"
"Tell me why you didn't kiss me back." Cheryl whispers
"Things in the past have... Effected the trust I have in people." I reply honestly
"Would you tell me what happened? If not tell me to mind my own and I will."
"No no.. I will tell you."
"Okay whenever you're ready babe."
I take a deep breath and began
"When I was 13 I met a boy called Justin Scott, he went to the boys school down the road from my all girls school back in Bradford. We became good friends, he was a fun, lovely sweet boy and my whole family loved him coming over all the time. He used to come over most school nights and on weekends, like i said almost Everyday day. Then when we turned 14 we became really close and he asked me out on a date and I said yes he took me to the cinema and it wasn't awkward or anything. It was great and I had my first kiss with him, and later on when we turned 15 he wanted me to do things with him, y'know, that I didn't want to do. I didn't tell anyone about it as I didn't want to ruin a great friendship and relationship. He kept nagging me up until we were 16 and then I finally agreed to have sex and we did, it was a sweet way to lure me in i guess with scented candles and rose petals on my bed. It was an.. Amazing, perfect night. Then we used do it all the time and it was still amazing then he asked me if I would do like a strip scene kinda thing and I agreed and I did it with I must admit a lot of confidence. What I didn't know was that he had got the whole thing on film. He showed everyone in his school and mine. I got bullied for months. My mum decided we couldn't stay there and moved up to Newcastle. And here we are.." I trailed off shyly looking down letting it sink in what happened. Suddenly I heard cheryl let out a loud sob that tugged my heart strings sharply.
"Oh Kimberley! I'm so sorry! You must know I would never do that!" Cheryl cried desperately trying to persuade me but she didn't need to, I knew she wouldn't.. And how do I know? Because she loves me, and I love her too.


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Cheryl's POV

"I know chez I know you wouldn't" Kimberley whispered. I looked deep into her eyes and saw sadness and hurt mixed together. It was a painful combination for me to see. Seeing the girl I love hurting was just killing me. How could this Justin guy do this to such a sweet, perfect girl? He's crazy.
"Hold me" Kimberley squeaked in a tiny voice almost inaudible. I didn't need to be told twice I quickly pulled back the covers wrapped it around me and Kimberley and she rested her head on my shoulder and I closed my hands around hers. Perfect.
"I love you" I breathed while we both closed our eyes but just before we drifted to sleep I heard Kimberley whisper
"I love you too" I just smiled and fell into a perfect sleep with my perfect girl.