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Anastasia Volkov

I watched as Kol carried the crying Elena out of the room. Klaus chuckled.

"Well my dear it seems we don't have to do much work now do we." He said looking at me. I gave him a fake smile.

"Yes. I suppose." Elijah could clearly see my unhappiness and stared at me. I got up.

"Well boys I need sleep, goodnight." I said quickly leaving upstairs. I saw Kol out of the corner of my eye coming back but I avoided eye contact with him. I knew I should be happy Elena's almost dead but I felt guilty. She was the love of Damons life, what he must be feeling. I knew what it was like to have your love taken from you. But then again he chose a girl he barley knew over me. That hurt more. I put on pajamas and laid down on my bed. I heard my door open slightly expecting it to be Kol.

"Elijah, what are you doing here?" I said sitting up.

"Well I couldn't help but notice the sadness on your face." He said sitting at the edge of my bed.

"Oh no, I'm just tired, Need rest" I said 'yawning'. He nodded getting the point and left. I tried laying down again but I soon felt a dip on the right side. I looked over to see Kol staring at the ceiling. I ignored him.

"How was your day darling?" He asked.

"Okay I guess, could've been better." I said eyes closed.

"Yes well love, I couldn't help but notice the way you looked at Elena, you felt sorry for her?" He questioned.

I sat up turning to him.

"No. Never for her, she ruined part of my family Kol, it's just her situation with Damon, I know what there both feeling, that want to be with the person you love. I just hate that I cause it." I said honestly to Kol. He nodded understanding.

"I know how they feel too love, you forget I love you just as much as you love me and probably more, I also know that they hurt you, I won't let that go lightly love. When I left you, I became a monster, you kept me sane love and the thought of you kept me holding on," he said grabbing my hand. He intertwined our fingers and I smiled. He was closer to me than I thought because I could feel his body heat radiating off of him.

I leaned into him and sighed.

"I've missed you Kol." I said sleepily.

"I've missed you too darling more than you'll ever know." He said and I had already fallen asleep against his arm.

-----Kol Mikaelson-----

I looked down to see Anastasia passed out snoring softly. What I wouldn't give to have her in my arms again. I wish she would just be with me. I wish I could just.... I didn't even know anymore. I didn't want to leave but I knew if I did stay she might push me away even more. I moved slightly letting her head fall onto the pillow. I kissed her forehead and left the room. I went downstairs to see my brothers talking.

"Ah Kol, how's Ana?" Elijah said looking away from Nik.

"Perfect as alway, we would be together right now if it wasn't for Nik, you remember Elijah," I said bringing up things we tried so hard to forget. But I was just angry I couldn't be with her.

"Now Kol, you remember, we can't talk about what happened, even if we did it was 300 years ago, get over it." Nik said drinking. I chuckled.

"No Nik, you are the reason why Anastasia won't be with me, because I had to make up those stupid lies, so you could have her all to yourself." I said sitting up. Nik, had always fancied her.

"Kol, our father was after all of us, you think I would've let Anastasia run with us? You think I want her, she is quite beautiful but she's family Kol, besides I have my own toys to play with." He said and I used my speed and put him up against the wall.

"She is not a toy Nik," I growled.

"Not anymore, what happens to your so called love when she finds out you use to use her for your own entertainment." Nik teased. He pushed me off.

"Now boys, don't want to make to much noise, Ana is sleeping." Elijah said ignoring our little encounter. I smirked.

"Well Elijah your right I'll go and leave you two lovebirds alone," I looked at Nik and left. What he said angered me, but sadly, was true. I hadn't developed feelings for Anastasia until later. I'm a monster I thought to myself. I went into my room and closed the door. Sighing.

----Anastasia Volkov----

I covered my mouth and tears fled out of my eyes.

"He used me?"

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