Not Again //Kol Mikaelson//

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Anastasia Volkov

I couldn't move much. Every time I did I felt pain. The torture wouldn't stop. It had been what seemed like weeks I've been here. Maybe the boys forgot about me. I just wanted to die.

"Alright Russia. You know the drill." The leader said. I felt two men grab me and vervain me. I was once again strapped down to a table and the doctor entered once again. This was the 7th time I'd been here. Every time he took something else. A toe, finger, liver.. I could go on. But this time my head was strapped down.

The doctor leaned over me and had a long needle in his hand. I struggled to move and tried to back away. But screams erupted from my lungs as he lowered the needle in my eye. I shook and my body tried moving away. I felt my fave be scraped with something. I knew that would scar. He finally pulled the needle out. I sighed as blood dripped from the corner of my eye like a tear. I kind of saw him back away and but things in a briefcase. Before leaving. That was quick. Usually the sessions are hours long. The guards came in and untied me and they chained me up once again.

"You know Russia, I think I'm getting used to your screams. Now I just like whipping." The leader said and he cracked the whip on my back. This was normal now. The torture after torture. Whip after whip and I barley made a sound until one hard one came down on my shoulder and I screamed.

"That's more I like it." He said and harder he hit me. I sobbed.

"Kill me.. please." I whispered. He chuckled.

"I will, just not yet. Trust me sweetheart your death will be slow and painful. I promise you that." He came close to me. The leader took off his mask and I didn't recognize him. He sent me an evil smile.

"Unhook her." He said and two of his guards unchained me. I fell to the floor and he tossed me a very small vile of blood. It had been days since I had fed. I swallowed it quickly and yearned for more. He chuckled and they left the cell. I covered barely clothed self. My underwear and bra were dirty but it's all I had. The wedding dress was ripped to shreds the first day. I curled up in a corner and cried wishing for death. Soon hours later I was sitting there just staring at the wall.

What if I could kill myself? I thought. I looked at my hand and with what strength I had plunged my hand into my own chest. But then the cell opened and a guard yelled at me to take my hand out and shot me in the chest. Not wooden bullets. I took my hand out and moaned in pain.

"I'm sorry! Please I'm sorry!" I said as I felt the bullets sit in me. He left and closed the cage. I put my fingers in the holes where the bullets entered and dug them out. I bit my lip so hard I drew blood. Trying not to make a sound as I pulled them out.

Soon I got them all out and I sighed in relief and laid on the floor and went to sleep.

Kol's pov

"How is it fucking possible we haven't found her! I alone have searched every inch of this map and she's not anywhere!" I yelled at the 4 of them.

"Kol we all have looked and it's as if she's vanished." Elijah said stressed out.

"What if she's not universal ground?" Stefan said thinking.

"You mean like underground? In a cave or sewer or something?" Damon asked his brother. Stefan nodded. I immediately found underground maps of the area and saw a couple of abandoned mines and caves.

"Ok let's start looking boys." I said rubbing my hands together.

"Damon Stefan. You two search these two mines and call me if you find anything. Me Klaus and Elijah will search these three. I'll call if anything happens." I said and I sped out of the house to the first cave.

Anastasia's pov

I hummed. Singing calmed me. Especially a Russian lullaby. I hummed the one my mother used to sing to me when I couldn't sleep. I closed my eyes and let my mind drift away from the hell im in. That is until I heard banging on my cell.

"Shut the fuck up!" The leader yelled at me and I stopped humming and then the door opened. I didn't resist as he vervained me and brought me to the lab table. Strapped down. I waited for the doctor. He came in and looked at my body. Scars covered it. I didn't dare look at him.

"What shall I do to you today?" He asked to himself. Then he turned around and grabbed a saw. No... not the saw. He smiled as he lowered it to my stomach and sliced me open once again. I whimpered but didn't dare scream out.  He dug deeper and I could feel my spine vibrate. Would he cut me all the way through?

"Ahh! Please stop!" I screamed before I could stop myself as he put his hand in and felt around inside my bones. I sobbed.

"Please! Please!" I shouted as if he would listen. I soon passed out from the pain. Only to wake up on the table completely healed. Soon the guards came in and hooked me up.

"Ready Russia?" The leader chuckled and cracked the whip down. I yelled in pain. I didn't care anymore. No one had tried to save me. All I wanted to do is die. I yelled louder and louder each time he hit me.

"Do you want a beating today?! I heard Doc was rough with ya!" He said and hugged me like a punching bag. He picked up the whip again and laid a few more on me. But then stopped I cried. And begged him to stop. I heard bodies fall and the leader walked backwards facing me. He looked at me terrified. Soon I saw a man biting his neck killing him. He turned around and I saw Kol. I felt tears come to my eyes.

"K-Kol?" I asked and his face softened as he scanned my body. I wanted to hide my self and these new scars. I heard others come in and saw Stefan Damon and Klaus and Elijah. The gasped as they saw my body. I cried. 

Kol unhooked me and took the chains off. I didn't say a word. I was speechless.

"There's more coming. We need to get out of here." Stefan said. Kol nodded and scooped me up and we all sped out of there and back to the mansion. Kol sat me down on the couch and quickly brought me a blanket to cover my almost naked body.

"Anastasia?" Kol asked. I looked up at him eyes red and puffy. 

"I am so so so sorry it took us so long to find you." He said and he sat down next to me and pulled me into his arms. I flinched at the sudden gesture. The rest noticed. 

"I-I-" I started but I couldn't speak my throat was raw from screaming. I just silently cried in his lap.

"Kol I think it would be best if Ana was able to rest for the night before we talk about what happened." Elijah said. Kol looked at me and nodded. He stood up with me still clinging to him as he help me and went up stairs into our room. 

"Darling you need some sleep.. are you.. are you comfortable with me in the same bed with you?" He asked me sweetly. Honestly no  I wasn't. I loved him so much and long to be in his presence. But the thought of someone so close to me terrified the shit out of me. So honestly I shook my head no. He sighed and went to leave but I stopped him with my raw voice.

"K-Kol w-wai-t..." I stopped him he turned around. I tried to speak but it hurt so bad. I teared up. But I had to tell him I loved him.

"I l-love y-yo-u..." I said and he smiled big.

"I love you too darling so so much. I will never ever let anything like thins happen to you again." He swore. He held my hand and I nodded. He gave me one last smile and left the room and I drifted asleep.