Not Again //Kol Mikaelson//

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Anastasia Volkov

I sat in my room. I knew what I said was harsh but you can't just forgive and forget.

All the drama still came crawling back into my life. Why can't it just stay away. I wanted so badly to just be happy with my family. But that obviously won't ever happen. I felt my gums ache. It had been a while since I fed. I knew I'd have to soon before I desiccate. I sighed and left my room going down stairs.

I saw no one and sighed it relief. I went into the fridge and stocked up on blood bags. I held three in each hand when I turned and jumped in surprise.

"Kol," I said. He looked at me with a smirk that didn't reach his eyes.

"Hello Darling, need a hand?" He asked.

"No" I walked past him but he grabbed my arm.

"How long are you going to ignore me....Anastasia..." he whispered desperately. I gulped and looked into his eyes. I felt so compelled to kiss him. But I knew if I did I'd just be letting myself back in harms way.

"I don't know..." how long did you use me I asked myself.

"Please try to forgive me.. I can't stand not having you with me, it kills me to be away from you." He said. His face now looked heartbroken and tired. Not the usual Kol.

"I can try I guess. But it won't be same for awhile." I said setting the blood bags down. His face broke into a grin and hugged me tight. At first I was hesitant to hug back but my body worked before my mind and I hugged him with all the power I had. We sat there for awhile just enjoying each other's embrace and presence overall.

"I love you so much Anastasia." He said. I smiled

"I know." I said and broke apart. I grabbed the blood bags and left the kitchen.

"Are you still going to stay up there?" He asked.

"No," I said and sat in the living room drinking bag after bag. I think it had been weeks since I last fed.

"So let's do something so we can speed up this forgiveness and get back together." He said happily sitting on the opposite couch. I laughed.

"Calm yourself. I told you it would take a while." I said. I knew I was lying to myself, I wanted to be with him as soon as possible. So I thought. Fuck it, who cares if this brings me misery in the long run I want him.

"You know what Kol, you set up the most perfect date for us, and at the end of the night I'll decide if I want to be with you." I said. I already knew I was going to say yes. His face lot up even more.

"Really?! Okay you won't regret this darling." He said kissing my cheek and speeding away. I blushed.

"Happy couple back together?" Klaus said. Even though I had forgiven Kol, Klaus was a different story. I ignored him finishing my bags.

"So ignore me that's alright. I'll just dagger Kol so you can't have your little date tonight.." he said sighing.

"You wouldn't dare Niklaus." I stood over him.