Monster (Namjin Fanfic)

Chapter 6

~Jin P.O.V~

Jin was in the basement and was folding Namjoon's laundry. He was humming as well as having his music blaring loudly in his ears. He had finished cleaning Hoseok's room and took the laundry downstairs. Right now he had finished Namjoon's and the three boys took their other baskets from the washing room. It was on the first floor for some reason. He set the last shirt into the basket and threw the stuff front he washer into the dryer and started the first load of Hoseok's clothes. He also put more of his clothes into the washer and threw a pod into it and started it.

Jin sighed and grabbed the basket of Namjoon's clean clothes and carried it upstairs. Jin walked into the younger mans room and looked around seeing Namjoon, no where in sight. Jin shrugged and set the basket down in the floor before studying the posters around the room. Jin sat on the bed and looked around more and laid back onto the pillows. He felt something hard and sat up and slid his hand into the pillowcase and pulled out a book.

Jin opened the book out of curiosity and read the first page.

Ok so I'm ten and I have a diary? Ok. Messed up but mom and dad were fighting. I got hit and now have a busted lip and black eye. Great... But... Right now Im in the attic hiding. Dad is drunk wasted and mom... I dont know. I couldn't tell... Please tell me it gets better...

Entry Log 2!
Yeah better than dear diary. Anyways its been a year... 11 now. Mom and dad were drunk when I came home. Walked into a very disturbing picture... God. Im in my room. Dad is yelling and so is mom. God.... ALL SHOULD QUITE THE FUCK DOWN. NO OME NEEDS TO HEAR YOU BOTH SCREAMING EACHER NAME!

Entry Log 3
Got hit again. I got a black eye, busted my leg some how. Fucking hurts. Mom is high as fuck and dad is wasted as fuck. Normal... God lets hope later its better.

Entry log 4
So Im 14. Just got laid with some chick. Got me in the dealing life. Damn cops though. Fucking sucks. Got my two good friends with me. Im rolling. Hell. Its ok of a life. Besides the abuse.

Entry 5
OK SO SHIT WENT DOWN. At school I got into a huge fight, known as the best badass bitch. Girls all over me. Some guys too. Guys are hot dont get me wrong. But... They are not my type. I need to be dominate, not them... What ever.

Entry 27
Ok. Im the badass right? Not all the time yes I keep it up but... Im a softie. Its true. Only one boy has seen that side of me. That was Yoongi. I was drunk, smacked my now ex and I cried the who fucking day. God I am horrible. Fuck.

After Jin skipped a few chapter and seen the entry 27. He blinked. Abuse, turned badass because of a fight, went to weed and drinking at 12? I dont remember... But hell... All because of abuse? Jin thought to himself as he read over the first few once more. He heard a door open from in the hall. Jin quickly shut the diary and shoved it back into its spot and laid down, acting like he was doing nothing.

"Oh hey." Jin heard Namjoon speak up. Jin looked over and started to blush, seeing he only had a towel around his waist. "G-Get dressed!" Jin covered his face and rolled over as Namjoon laughed, walking over and grabbing out his boxers and getting in them quickly. "Im in my boxers better?" He laughed as Jin peaked and seen Namjoon in his boxers. Damn he was ling and big from what Jin could tell, looking at his crouch. He looked at Namjoon who was going through his drawers for some shorts. Pulling a pair he slipped them on then walked over and sat down next to Jin. Jin still blushing looked at Namjoon, not saying a word. Namjoon put his hand on the pillow and felt something, he pulled it out and seen what it was. He blinked and stood up, putting it somewhere.

Jin felt bad because he read it but he was curious. "Did yup read it?" Namjoon asked and looked back at Jin, leaning against the desk. "Yes." Jin mumbled and Namjoon sighed, "Dont tell anyone what you read. You hear me." He glared causing Jin to Jump and nod his head quickly. "Anyways. Do you want some money? You fed clean this place after all." He shrugged and pulled out his wallet. "Um... Just 50. That's all I want." Jin sat up and Namjoon looked confused. "Just 50? Are you serous?" Namjoon asked and pulled out $300. He pushed it to Jin wok was shocked he was trying to give him that much. "Just 50, Namjoon." Jin spoke, he thought the way Namjoon's name rolled off his tongue was nice. He looked up at him and Namjoon shook his head pushing the money towards him. Jin knew there was no need to fight and took the money, shoving it into his pocket.

Jin watched Namjoon put his wallet away and turn around. Jin stood up off the bed and walked past Namjoon and into the hall, then down stars to see Tae awake and cuddling into Hoseok, who was asleep now. "Tae." Jin spoke and Tae looked back at him, smiling. "It it ok that I like him?" Tae asked and Jin laughed, "Both you and Jungkook like the 'bad boys'!" Tae blushed and Raised a brow, "Who does Jungkook like?" "Its Yoongi. Both of you are blind though. Then again when you like someone it seems blind to know they like you back." Jin shrugged as Tae's blush darkened. Tae smiled and leaned into Hoseok, soon taking out his phone and snapping a selfie. Jin just stood there smiling and shaking his head.