Monster (Namjin Fanfic)

Chapter 9

~Namjoon's P.O.V~

"That would be me..." Namjoon spoke out and smiled slightly, feeling uncomfortable. He always felt like this when talking, he just put on a smile and acted nice. "You did that?" Jin's mother, Mrs. Kim, asked and Namjoon nodded. "Yes. I self taught myself how to tattoo and do Nails." Namjoon looked over at Jin for help, to what Jin did made him sigh. "He did this too." Jin smiled and painted to the heart in his middle finger, Away the fake nails, near his actual hand. "Oh wow. That's so beautiful for a small tattoo." His mother awed at the tiny tattoo. Namjoon smiled and put his hands behind his back and laced his fingers together.

Soon, there was a knock at the door. "I got it!" Jin smiled as he opened the door to revile a sad looking, older woman. "Hello Jin. Is your parents here? My husband got drunk and I need a place to sleep." The woman smiled and looked past Jin to see Namjoon standing there. "Mom! Can Ms. Kim stay the night?" Jin asked and Jin's mother nodded. Jin moved out of the way and the lady walked in with a blanket and pillow. 'Usual...' Jin thought.

The woman made her way to the couch and set he rills and blanket down. "Oh what happened?" Jin's mother asked as she walked over and sat next to the woman. Mr. Kim, Jin's father, waked into the kitchen and made some drinks, Dinner was done but they haven't eaten yet. Jin sat down on the other side of the woman, Mr. Kim walked in and sat the tray of drinks down. Namjoon stood where he was away from the group.
"The usual. This time... I was getting yelled at for Namjoon running away. I told you about him before correct?" The woman asked which made all three raise their brow in suspicion. "No. Go on." Jin looked at her, peaking back at Namjoon from time to time.

"Well... I used to drink badly, along with do illegal things. I got better after Namjoon ran away but his father only got worse. Namjoon was sweet and kind, never hurt anyone. I once in a while found out he was smoking weed but I couldn't blame him. We abused him and left mark after mark. It was only time until he ran away. We never contacted the police because 1. At the time I had shit in my system, 2. His father is drunk and abusive, 3. I dont want to hear hes dead." The woman spoke sadly, tears brimming in the corners of her eyes.

"Bullshit." Namjoon spoke quite loudly making Mr. Kim glare at the boy. "Got something to say?" Mr. Kim asked Namjoon who nodded. "Fuck yeah." Namjoon glared before walking in front of the three, taking his jacket off, reviling some scars and tattoos. "This is from the time you whipped a beer bottle at me." Namjoon spoke quite angrily and pointed to a huge scar on his arm. "This is from the time you beat me mercilessly." Namjoon said and pulled up his shirt, showing his tattoo and scars on his abs and turned around showing more on his back. He pulled down his shirt and grabbed his jacket, hurrying and putting it on. "Dont tell me you "changed" when nothing changed about you." Namjoon growled as he raised his hands around Changed and did quotation marks around the word using his hands. Namjoon stared at the lady, hate filling his eyes, him on the verge of tears, "Dont tell me you changed when you done nothing to change, Mother." Namjoon spat Michele's out like venom before walking across the room and opening the door and slamming it shut.

Jin jumped back in surprise. The lady started to cry. "He..." The lady started and Jin stood up and hurried after Namjoon. 'Joonie... Please... Wait...' Jin thought as he hurried down the stairs and outside, bare footed may he add. He ran across the parking lot to see Namjoon sitting on the hood of his car, head in his hands.

Jin looked so relived as he walked up slowly to him, "Namjoon-" Jin started to speak but Namjoon looked up, tears in his eyes. "Fuck. Fuck that woman who 'changed!'" Namjoon shouted putting quotations around the word with his hands, "She never changed. Never. She still would be doing the shit she did when I was there. If I never left I would be dead!" Namjoon shouts and balled his hands into fists. Jin looked so worried at the younger male and showed concern. "She hurt me. He hurt me. I hoped they moved but the Fuck I mean? They would never move. I would be stuck there. I would be dead. I..." Namjoon cried out and shook his head as Jin stepped closer and pulled Namjoon into a hug.

Namjoon tensed under Jin's hug but hugged back, crying into Jin's neck. Jin rubbed circles on his back and hushed him. Namjoon pulled him closer at times but Jin didn't care. He felt bad.

After a while Namjoon let go of Jin and smiled down at him, "Thank you." He nodded slowly as he spoke. "Dont worry about it." Jin smiled and held Namjoon's hands in his. Namjoon moved his one hand out of Jin's and wiped his eyes. He chuckled slightly and smiled looking down at Jin, taking Jin's hand in Namjoon's this time.  "Thank you." Namjoon smiled and leaned over and kissed his forehead. Jin blushed and smiled,stumbling over his words, "I-It's fine!"

Namjoon smiled and stared into Jin's eyes. What seemed like forever to Jin. They both slowly moved forward. Centimeter by centimeter. They landed forward and closed their eyes. Jin's lips meeting Namjoon's. The kiss sparked electricity through Jin's body. Making him smile in the kiss. Namjoon moved his hands out of Jin's and wrapped his arms around Jin, kissing him passionately. Jin wrapped his arms around Namjoon's neck and depend the kiss. Namjoon licked his bottom lip and Jin parted his lips without hesitation. Namjoon clod his tongue into Jin's mouth and explored Jin's mouth, knowing every little thing in Jin's mouth. Namjoon took the moment and took dominance over Jin, but Jin tried to reclaim it,causing tongue battle over dominance,no matter what,Namjoon won.

Soon the boys pulled apart, a little thread of saliva connected between the boys mouth. Namjoon smiled at the smaller boy. Jin blushed and smiled at him. "Well." Namjoon sighed and kept his eyes locked on Jin's, "its late I should be heading home."

Jin blinked and nodded in agreement pulling away from Namjoon's warm embrace, "yes. You should." Jin blushed and smiled. Namjoon walked over to the drivers side and then turned back and looked at Jin. "Can I get a goodbye kiss?" Namjoon winked and Jin blushed before smiling and nodding. Jin walked over and kissed Namjoon who returned the kiss. Jin pulled away and smiled. "Go home bad boy." Jin giggled and turned around and started to head inside, good thing his keys were in his pocket.

Jin looked back as he reached the door to see Namjoon waive and climb into his car. Jin waived back and got inside the complex and headed upstairs to his house.

Jin walked into the hose and the lady was asleep. His mom and dad in where in sight. Jin sighed and didn't get dinner, just headed to his room and laid down. Falling asleep quickly.