Warning!
This update contains a little bit malicious and vulgar words. You can skip this chapter if you want especially those who are below 18.
P.S. I warned you.
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Author's Note: I want to call MSPHYLMRPCY! She used to read my updates for this story and I didn't notice her in awhile. Hi! You missed a lot of updates, darling! Make sure to greet me when you read this! ;)
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I touched my lips for the nth time. My mind wasn't focusing in the movie, but it was on what what happened awhile ago.
Flashback
"Luhan never let anyone kiss him. If he is inlove with you. Make him kiss you." My ex tested.
Yes, I never kissed any of my so-called-girlfriends. My mother said that I should reserve my first kiss for the girl I really love.
She said that kiss is shared by two person who really love each other, it has a deep meaning ,and it is not for show only.
That's why sex and making love is very different. I do sex, but making love is only for my wife.
She nodded at me, but I didn't move.
I knew she was telling me to kiss her.
And I couldn't.
I don't love her.
"See? He doesn't love you." My ex asserted and hurt Divina's ego.
"Why order him to kiss me when I can kiss him?" She said bravely and pulled me into a kiss.
Our lips touched. Her eyes were shut and her cold hand was on my cheek.
I could tell she was nervous too.
My lips moved in magic and my eyes shut in its own.
Maybe because of her soft lips and her strawberry scent, a kiss that should be a peck turned into a kiss where lips moves.
It was slow. Like she was fragile and the moment was eternal.
We stayed like that for a couple of minutes until we lacked of air.
Our eyes met after the kiss. She buried her face on my chest and coughed as she inhaled for air.
We didn't talk about it inside the car.
And that's how it ended.
Like it never happened.
End of Flashback
A pillow hit me on my head, finding Divina standing infront of me.
Oh yeah. She's going to stay with me.
"Please tell me you do not have HIV or AIDS." She declared firmly. I could sense that she's a little mad.
"What?"
"You fucked a lot of ladies. What if you passed it to me too? I want to go to hospital tommorow to run some examinations." She overreacted as she sat beside me. We were on a sofa in the living room.
"I'm clean. No worries. I use protection every session." I told her directly and she looked at me disgustingly.
"Ugh!" She growled.
"What?" I asked again.
She pointed me. "I couldn't believe I gave myself to you. I was saving it till marriage! So stupid of me!" She pulled her hair because of frustration. I laughed secretly.
"What's the point? Everyone's doing it before marriage." I tried to calm her down.
"It's sacred. My mother said it is the biggest gift you can give to your husband. And I promised God that I'll save it for my husband and wouldn't let lust take over me, but it was the alcohol that took over me."
"Are you really disappointed?" I asked.
"I do. Of course. You are one lucky bastard." She pouted.
"Don't think of that too much. You'll be fine in the future." I rubbed her head like a dog.
"What if the guy I will love know about it and think badly of me?" She asked like a kid that is very curious.
"He won't."
"You think so?" She asked with happiness.
"If he does, just grow old alone." I added.
She rolled her eyes and murmured."Stupid."
"Where are you going?" I asked as she stood up.
"Sleep. Work starts tommorow. Bye." She said coldly.
"Good night, Divina." I bid without thinking.
She turned away slowly. "You too." Then she ran away.
"Woah. My day and night turned really weird." I whispered to myself.
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Bastard | Luhan
FanfictionAbused freedom turns out to be a huge problem with a lot of twist. ©Luhaenshii, 2016 Book Cover: @CHOGIOUT❤❤ Started: 10/1/16 Finished: 4/24/17 Rank: (1/4/19) #264 - Luhan