Bastard | Luhan

Ch37.

T H I R D  P E R S O N ' S  P O V

After 5 months.
Luhan took a sip of coffee as he watched the cars passed by. The smell of the strong coffee lingered around the shop with a soothing sound of jazz playing.

The ambiance of the place was so relaxing, but he was restless. He got his normal life back. The life where he is working for the top company. A life where all girls want him in their lives.

A life without Divina. A life that he didn't like.

He hoped that it would be the same as before. That she will come back on his life after months. But, she was gone for five whole months now.

Divina wasn't hiding from him, but she asked her personal space from him. She decided to cut every thing that keeps them. Luhan couldn't refuse after witnessing how broken she was from the death of their child.

Yes. She experienced miscarriage. They lost their first born.

Luhan couldn't stop blaming himself. The family that he built was broken because of him too. Divina didn't run from him. She told him her plans about living in Jeju, but she asked him not to follow her or even not to tail her.

She wanted a life alone. A life without Luhan.

Like a dog, Luhan agreed, for that's the only compensate that he could give even though it broke his heart.

For Luhan, it was heartbreaking to see her in a state which she looked invulnerable. Always staring at nothingness. Her eyes didn't cry, but he knew she was hurting. In Divina's point of view, she lost both of them.

The sound of the chair, moving in front of him, caught his attention. Finally, he took the courage to meet Seulgi again. He isolated himself after the accident. He didn't want to get involved on any lies anymore.

"I'm sorry to bother you." Seulgi apologized. A lot of things changed on her, especially on the physical state. She looked older and stressed.

"It's fine. I'm sorry for ignoring you." Luhan replied, trying to sound sincere but seeing her reminded him the sad memories of his life.

Seulgi was trying to get a perfect timing before she spoke again.

"I'm sorry. It's my fault that you lost her and your baby." She said straight to the point. He took a little time to answer.

"They might be gone physically. But they will always be in my heart."

"I know now how she feels... Luhan, you are right. I am a witch." Seulgi looked so sincere. She's also in the verge of crying. But that's all in the past. No matter how he regretted or asked for an apology, the baby wouldn't come back to life and Divina wouldn't be coming back.

"..." Luhan remained in silence. His eyes were glued on the cars passing by. He swallowed hardly. He wanted to cry because of what happened on his life.

His first child was dead. Divina left him. And Seulgi is pregnant.