Amnesia [ Owari no seraph x reader ]

[6/?] Decision

January 2nd, 2020
12:16 am
Japan, headquarters of the JIDA

"Dear (F/n),
It's me, Loïc. Now, you may be wondering "How the hell did he get into a building that belongs to the JIDA?", but the answer is a rather simple one. As you have heard, we, the people from the Demon Organization, experiment on humans that have chosen to voluntarily give up half of their human existence in exchange for power and knowledge. I'm one of them and so is Chiko. You may have never noticed it before, but even I tend to get completely posessed from time to time, because I'm nothing but a pathetic human. I have let the demon posess me to give me enough power to fight my way through until here.To archieve power, I need to let my demon take the upper hand until I have finally archieved my top priorities: One is to wipe the JIDA off the face of earth and the other one is to get you and Chiko back. I've always known that the day on which the JIDA would take you was going to come sooner or later, but I really hope that it has been quite some time now. As of now, I do not know how many months or years you've passed with us, but in 2020, during the first half of the year, I will be coming to get you two back. Nothing will happen during the first month after your disappearance to keep a calm atmosphere, but then we, the members of the DO will attack and that out of nowhere. Now, why am I giving you this information if I could also just keep it for me? Because I want to test you. It's your decision whether you tell them or not, but it will also play an important role in the future. It's a rather simple concept: Decide between me, someone that has taught you everything after your loss of memory, and the JIDA, a bunch of people that you have only met in the past, with barely no memories that you have left from them. Whatever your decision is..just remember

Your time is running, starting now."

This was bad, no, it was even worse. How the hell had Loïc gotten in here? There was no date written anywhere on the letter but judging by how dusty it had been, it must have surely been laying there for at least a couple of years. But how come no one had noticed it? Even if he had let the demon posess him to get in here, there was no way that no one could have possibly noticed this.

Loïc was smart, but there was something off about all of this. What if he had merely made all of this up to confuse you? The risk was there, but the risk of him telling the truth was also extremely huge.

Caught between confusion and frustration, you could merely ask yourself what your decision was. Loïc was crazy, without a doubt, but why would he give you that kind of information? He knew you which meant that he was very well aware of the fact that you would choose to tell the others, but what would he have from that? 

Whatever decision you were going to make, it could also lead to disadvantages. If you chose not to tell anyone about this letter, you risked everyone here getting killed within a split second and even though you had lost your memory of them, you didn't want them to hate you. You had so much that you could still learn from these poeple, they could give you so many memories back and it was impossible for you not to tell them. If you chose to tell them, there was a risk of everything that Loïc had written being nothing but a lie. It would be extremely embarassing, but everyone would still be safe. But what about Loïc? What would he think of you? Then again, you had to admit that this guy was insane and that this was probably the last thing that you had to care about.

Your eyes wandered across your room, they had brought you here, stating that this had once been your room and that you needed to rest for today. It was strange for you to be in this bed because it somehow felt familiar and right, but it was also somewhat new and weird. But the smell in the room strongly indicated that rarely anyone had been here after what they had assumed to be your death, because it still somehow ressembled your smell. This somehow comforted you.