Nightmares and snuggles :3

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-A week later-
Your POV
So. How ya feeellliiinnnggggggggg-
Shut up.
YOURE SO MEAN!
I winced at Nyx's voice raise. It made me lose my track of thought and made everything even worse. I've been feeling sick for around two or three days. I've been having.."nightmares" and I have a really REALLY Bad headache along with me near enough losing my voice. Ghost and Toast have been getting really frequent calls for paranormal cases so they weren't in. Jimmy was the only one here as well as Nyx. We haven't seen Nokomis for a while but I don't think I'm really ready to even see her.
...(Y/n) I'm sorry. I know you're feeling crappy. The fact I shouted didn't really help huh?
No. not really. But..it's fine. I'm fine
Ya know...it's okay to say you're-
"IM.F-Fine....I'm fine. It's just a headache."
"...you spoke? Your voice needs to rest ya dork..." I looked over and saw Jimmy with a bowl of what seemed to be soup. I smiled weakly as he walked in.
"Hey. I got ya soup. From what I head Nyx keeps buggin ya about being sick?" he chuckled lightly handing me the bow, of soup. I nodded slowly making sure to not cause any nausea.
"She's not...bad though..just..cares a bit too much..?" I chuckled and ended up coughing badly. I had like a cold and a fever in one. And it really sucked. I felt so useless. And I hate admitting I was sick. I covered my mouth with one hand, I felt the bowl starting to tip to one side. Then Jimmy took the bowl rolling his eyes.
"I think we should leave the bowl on the table to cool down for now..don't you?" I nodded and smiled again. I mean, it's all I really could do. Whenever I spoke it hurt.
"So. You feelin any better?" Jimmy sat there looking slightly awkward. I would be too if I was sitting next to somebody who found it painful to speak. I looked down and shook my head trying to speak.
"No.....I-It feels l-like I've g-gotten worse." I rushed my words at the end, feeling my throats get more sore the more I spoke. I saw Jimmy frown assuming why I sped up my words. I felt bad. I couldn't talk to him and I was making him worry. I frowned at him sitting up more.
"I'm sorry..."
"For what..? Being sick?" He laughed lightly not expecting that to be the exactly correct answer. I nodded slowly.
"I-I'm making you feel u-uncom...uncomfortable a-and awkward...I-I fell b-bad.." My voice was cracking in between each word.
"It's not your fault for getting sick. It happens. I don't blame you at all. And you really don't have to worry about me being awkward. That's just me thinking about how to make you feel better and happier dummy!" He smiled laughing. I smiled at him. I was just happy he wasn't feeling uncomfortable or awkward. If he was because of me it'd make me feel 10 times worse.
"Hey I think it'd be best if you got some rest. You look tired too. If you need me ca- um...I'll make sure to stay upstairs more okay?" He chuckled and kissed my forehead and stopped at the door. "Don't forget the damn soup. I burnt myself so many times you have no idea. How does Toast cook? I don't know." He laughed and left leaving the door open for him to hear me if I needed him.
Wow. You're one special spoilt sick girl :3
Thanks. That makes me feel GREAT.
Welcome. Hey you can tell me to go away if this is hurting your head. Headaches suck.
She giggled and went quiet.
O-okay...
I smiled and took a sip of the soup Jimmy made. It was chicken. Not only that, but it was really good. I think he was just being really humble and modest. I grinned to myself about Jimmy saying he couldn't cook like Toast and took another sip. I placed it back on the table, being careful to not spill any and moved further down in my bed. I smiled softly at the warmth and fell asleep.

Then the nightmare came back. Never a different ending. Never a different nightmare in general. Just the same one. Same people. Same place. Same time. Same ending. Same EVERYTHING. And I couldn't do anything but watch.
-Gore warning. If you don't wanna read, look for bold writing bunnies! :3-
I woke up. Everything was dark. Then I looked around and I was in my old house. Yet, there was blood on my bedroom walls. No words. No handprints. Nothing really stereotypical. Just blood. It was smeared...as if someone was hurt badly and tried to leave. I looked down at myself. No harm. I sighed in relief. Knowing that I wasn't in danger. For now. Then I heard screams. Everything came back. And I realised I was having the nightmare again. The one where all my loved ones die by HER. I started to cry. Which was finally different. I still had no control, but I was doing something different. I got out of bed, and went to my door. The sticky note from mum was there. Except it read the same thing from the dreams.
"There's no hope. Give up. Stay in here in this room as long as you want. But no matter what you do...don't look behind you. ((Yeah that really screwed with your heads right? XDD)) I didn't dare look and just opened my door running out. I knew nothing was there. It was just...I knew people were dying. Did they look behind them? I'd never know. I went down the steps. One by one. Then I heard a scream...mum.... I came into the kitchen. Everything was the same. Slit throat, slit wrists, slit ankles. All I did was watch. As SHE kept slicing and slicing. Then I looked to the figure in the chair next to her. Ghost. He was screaming and crying. And I didn't do a thing. She...Nokomis grew closer to ghost. And did the exact same thing. She wasn't crying. No. she was smirking.
Laughing as well. She loved every second of it. She never dared to turn around. Ghost sat there lifeless. Nokomis played around. She sliced his arm...Did a deep cut, deep enough to see his cheekbones. Then she moved to the figure next to ghost. Who was gagging and crying. Toast. She giggled. A Dark and twisted aura was around her, as if with one word, the whole atmosphere could change. She did the same thing, just in a different order. She was very precise. Too precise. She then moved to the second to last figure. Jimmy. I took a long look and I could control my own body. My eyes widened and I cried and screamed, kicking Nokomis. She turned around laughing.
"It's pathetic. You care more for your boyfriend than your family? You could've done the same thing you're doing now with your mother. And Ghost. And Toast. You just didn't CARE enough! She sent me flying back, and did the exact same thing to Jimmy. No hesitations. No remorse could be seen in her purple eyes. Just pure amusement. Then. There was a final figure. Me. It was me. I was looking at myself gauging and crying and screaming looking at my two friends, boyfriend and mother's corpses. But I looked ready. Like I was going to accept my fate. Then my other self mumbled. "Make it king and painful. I watched my loved ones die before me. Let the same happen to me, only more painful." Then....I woke up.
-WELCOME BACK BUNNIES! :3-
I woke up screaming and crying. I saw Jimmy spring into the room.
"H-hey hey hey! Shhh! It's okay...everything's okay...Calm down..." he ran and hugged me kneeling on my bed. I hugged him tightly, my throat killed, but I couldn't help that.
"Did you have the nightmare again?" I nodded sobbing.
"Babe. It was just a nightmare...everyone's fine..." I cut him off.
"Except for my mother....I could've DONE SOMETHING! I COULDVE HELPED HER!"
"Hey! Look. Blaming yourself will get you nowhere. Neither will shouting. And I refuse to hear you talk crap about yourself. None of what happened that day was your fault at all. Honestly, if it was I'd tell you. Listen to me. You are NKT a bad person. I promise you." I kept hugging Jimmy. I haven't told him that he was in the nightmare. I was too afraid. What if I told him and everything that happened in the nightmare REALLY DID happen?! To a lid getting into the conversation, I simply nodded and cal,ed down still hugging Jimmy.
"Would it make it easier for you to sleep if I was here..?" He looked down at me and I nodded. He sighed and muttered an okay before laying over the sheets. I snuggled close to him smiling. I never felt that safe before falling asleep, so it was refreshing.
"Everything will get better okay dork?" He chuckled and smirked. I looked up and poked my tongue out, falling asleep shortly after. For once in a few days in a row, not having the nightmare

-okay. So I won't be able to do another chapter for today and I'm super sorry! That's why I tried to make this one a bit longer :3 so yeah again I'm sorry. I've actually been felling meh. XDD SO YEAHHH! ALSO! My friend said to make a dark dream in one of my books so blame her XDDBut anyways guys thanks for reading :3 and I'll see ya all later! Love you all bunnies!
-AprilXx

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