The Bad Boy Next Door {A Jungkook Fanfic}

~Midnight talk~

"Hey, Jaemun?! What's going on between you and Jungkook?" Hye asked while walking into the room.

"Nothing..."

"Obviously, it's something." She chuckled slightly.

"Fine... Jungkook was going to tell me something last night, but being the stubborn one he is, he didn't even begin to tell me!" I crossed my arms.

"Well... maybe Jungkook is waiting for the right time to tell you." She shrugged, getting a glass of water. I stopped and listened to her.

"What I'm trying to say is that Jungkook might not be ready to tell you just yet. Jungkook is a really stern guy, obviously, but maybe he doesn't want to hurt you with something? What if he wants to tell you at the exact right moment? Christmas is tomorrow after all." She stated.

I stared at her in shock, "That was the first time you've ever made sense.".

She rolled her eyes as I laughed before she walked back out to join the boys.

Maybe she's right... What if he is really waiting for the right moment?

~Time Skip~

"I'm going to bed." I told Jungkook, walking up the stairs quickly. I felt his eyes following me as I raced to my bedroom, wanting to take a shower as soon as possible.

Once I hopped into the nice warm water, I looked down at my wrists. The bumpy texture that was once there was gone now. I smiled to myself, he made me stop. He filled me up with hopes and made me quit. I was cutting myself until we started dating. He truly made me stop and think about how badly doing this was.

"Are you okay?" I heard his faint voice come from the bathroom door.

"Y-Yes! I'm just taking a shower... AND DON'T YOU DARE THINK ABOUT COMING IN HERE!" I yelled. I heard him sigh in disappointment before walking away from the door.

I let out a sigh of relief before washing up.

*Jungkook's P.O.V*

I listened to her beautiful voice as she sang. She was perfect in every way, I just want to tell her so badly about my secret. If only she knew the truth about it...

When she walked out, she already had clothes on so she jumped right into bed.

I was about to enter the covers when she spoke up.

"Nope, you can sleep in the guest bedroom." She said tiredly. I looked at her in amazement, "Are you serious?!" I yelled.

"Yes... now go."

"No! You're my girlfriend, so get used to me being around you." I slid into her covers, ignoring her continuous complaints. She turned away from me, seeming as if she didn't want to speak to me.

I rolled my eyes before wrapping my arms around her, "You're such a baby.".

I could feel her heart rate increase as I pulled her closer. She is so beautiful... Why can't I just tell her? I desperately want these thoughts to go away, but the more I try getting them to leave, the bigger they came back.

I buried my face into her neck and held onto her for what seemed like forever.

I was afraid to hold her so tightly by how fragile she was, but at the same time, I didn't want to let go of her. She mesmerizes me, she makes me feel things I never thought I could feel. She is the only one who can control me it feels like. My parents can't even get me to get out more, but this girl can. My friends can't even get me to pay attention to them, but this girl can...

"What are you thinking about?" She asked, her heart rate slowing down. 

"Nothing." I said simply. The corners of my mouth curled down into a disappointed frown before she turned to face me. I looked down at her, my mind getting lost in her curious eyes. I caressed her cheek before quickly realizing what I was doing and pulled away from her. She seemed slightly sad by the lose of contact but she quickly shook her head. She put her arms around my waist and hugged me tightly.

"Look, I know you may not want to talk about whatever it is that you wanted to tell me, but I just want to let you know that I understand your reason for not telling me. I may not know what your secret is, but I want you to remember that I'll always be here for you." She buried her face into my white T-shirt.

"Jaemun..." I trailed off, giving into her.

"I'm..."

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I'm back with another cliff hanger! I'm sorry it's been a couple months or whatever since I've updated but just saying, I'm not died!

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Stay healthy and have a good day/night! :-D