Hear Thy Heart...

Sanity

I wish I can go back in time

Back when everything was fine

Happily together, our family will dine

Even though our situation tastes like lime

I want to stop time from running

Because i can feel a sensation of burning

For each seconds, hours, days, and months passing

I can feel so much problems, overwhelming

I can feel that every relationship I have is vanishing

And with each chapter coming to its ending

May faith is slowly weakening

And my hope to survive life is deminishing

I'm not that strong and that's one thing I know

But I'm trying because of my vow which used to glow

Now shining so weakly in a dark meadow

I feel nothing but darkness in me flows

I only wished for me to never grow

Because being a grown up is tough, now i know

A lot of difficult problems arises

But solutions I make does not suffice

I'm fragile and so weak, now I know

And everytime the wind blows so softly

My will and hope comes to a close

And i'm here, stuck in the middle of something and nobody knows

Please bear with me for the sadness in me

Which envelopes this poem for thee

I'm just so confused and feel so lonely

And i'm trying to embrace the darkness I see

For my family, I can feel, is not here to support me

And all that i know is that I cannot trust anybody

For thay can turn their backs on me

And by that i might lose my sanity