[Note to reader
•I'm still feeling like rubbish,so I can't be bothered with anything anymore,but I'll be good,I always am + some things might happen here so if you get triggered easily or if you don't like smut then don't read this part.]
I turn the tv on,as I have nothing else to do,Joe just keeps looking at me. He doesn't touch my phone again. He hardly knows anything about me. I'm not sure I want him to know everything.
We was watching tv for about an hour and he just kept getting closer to me. I did know what he was doing tbh so I just got up.
I decide to tell him everything about me,it would make me feel happier tbh. I went on about my depression and my parents and family dis-owning me,I told him about the small horrible town I use to live him. I told him everything. He just listened to me and at the end he said something I would never imagine a boy to say.
"It's okay Hannah,your be okay,and if you won't be okay you have me and Zoe. I don't know if that has happened to me before but I'm here to listen. I want to help you."
There's one thing I didn't tell him,and that's about me cutting and spending half my life in a hospital. I don't know if I should tell him. But it's to late,he's looking at me,I didn't know what he was looking at. Then I realised,my arms. As my arms are horrible I normally wear something with selves on but as I didn't have time to get ready this morning I just thrown on anything.
"Hannah....."
"Joe...."
"Urm what's that on your arms?"
"Nothing,it's nothing", I say sharply.
He looks into my eyes,I think he realises he looks upset,but why? I hardly know him and he's upset because of me.
After him looking in my eyes for what seemed like forever he said;
"I'm always here for you", and gave me a hug. I only wanted a hug and he's so warm. I actually think I'm in love with him. But I'm not to sure. We have just met.
[Note to reader
• Sorry if this part is bad,I just kind of based it on how I feel rn as my life is v hard tbh. Sorry.]
