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I MET JOE AND CASPAR

I scribbled out my face cause its a bad photo of me rip

*breathes heavily*

I'll start at the beginning...

My friend prongsiepie had VIP tickets to Joe and Caspar HTR for herself and two of her sisters, because she bought them like the second the announcement was made. Of course I didn't hear about this announcement and missed out.

So for a while I was depressed (literally the same thing happened to me with the Troye Sivan concert in auckland, i thought the tickets came out on a different day fml). BUT THEN it turned out one of prongsiepie 's sisters was too young to go so I GOT GIVEN HER TICKET AS A BDAY PRESENT

There was a hella long build up to the 10th of november and for a while it didn't sink in that I was actually going to meet somebody who i wrote fanfiction about. It just didn't click in my head that i'd be face to face with joe sugg and caspar lee.

When the day arrived and we were waiting in line to meet them i finally realised the truth, and i started shitting myself intensely (not literally ofc)

We waited in line for like half an hour and during that time the anticipation just exploded through the roof and i felt shaky before seeing them. We weren't allowed to take our phones in, we just got a hug and a professional photo with them. The photo was taken in front of a screen and we got called up one at a time to get it. When i got called up i almost died of a heart attack but I managed to walk towards them without doing anything stupid.

Joe was closest to me and when he turned i swear to god time slowed down. He was wearing those pretty glasses he has and his face looked so perfect, even better than it does in all of his videos. I swear I walked towards him slowly just so I could appreciate him for longer. Barely a few seconds passed and I wish I could've spent longer just looking at his face, but we hugged and I didn't even register anything, my brain just exploded and i didn't think to smell him or anything. I swear i just went numb. I held on to him tighter than was necessary probably, but cmon the man is my hero. I HUGGED HIM AHSJFOFOGOGLFMSNJAOAOSDK

He was so sexy irl, just being in his presence was a religious experience. After hugging Joe I hugged Caspar, and he was so fucking tall and adorable and he asked what my name was, so I told him and his voice sounded exactly the same, and so did Joes, and im rambling BUT I DONT CARE

So after introductions i took a photo with them and I struggled to smile because honestly i felt like crying, after the photo I looked a them both and said thank you and they smiled and said enjoy the show, and I walked away with shaky legs and as soon as I got back to the waiting room I burst into dry tears (no moisture came out,tf?)

You may think this is pathetic and maybe it is, but i spent a large chunk of my mid teens obsessing over joe. I spent hours and hours of my life writing stupid fanfiction about him for god sake, so you can understand why i reacted in that way.

Anyway i eventually calmed down and we went to get starbucks (cause we are basic bitches) and then went to the show. It was so amazing, i think the highlight was when me and prongsiepie held up this sign:

They started talking about oli at some point in the show and we held it up, and they took it seriously cause they said 'oh they really like oli white' and we were like NO THATS NOT WHAT WE MEANT ITS A JOKE ahahaha it was hilarious. I also caught one of the free tshirts they were throwing into the crowd at the start 👌👌👌👌👌

All in all it was a 10000/10 night and even though joe and caspar have probably forgotten i exist, ill never forget the brief meeting i had with them. They are such beautiful humans inside and out and im truly thankful for everything they've created and done. They encouraged me to write, which is something i am very passionate about. I wish them even more successes in the future and hopefully joe can meet a girl like eila sometime soon. He deserves to be happy :)

AND THATS MY STORY, THANKS FOR READING AND I LOVE JOE AND CASPAR OK BYE

ps: thank you prongsiepie for allowing me to meet senpai, im more grateful than you'll ever know ❤️❤️❤️