Spiral of lies

Chapter 4

I'm in my own little bubble the whole drive home, I can't be pregnant or can I? I can't believe I did it, if my parents find out about any of this I'm going to be dead, will Noah remember? I hope he won't because I'm still going to have to see him at the studio everyday, maybe I should tell him. I don't even notice when the taxi pulls up at the gates outside my house, I have to be prompted to leave, this isn't happening. Once I get to my bedroom I mess up my bed a bit so it looks like I slept there and then get in the shower.

Once I get ready and take an Advil for my head I flop onto my bed and try to forget everything, it's easier said then done. I hear a knock on my door after only a couple of minutes, I sigh before standing up and going to open it. It's my Mom

"Hey sweetie, what did you get up to whilst we were gone?" she asks

"Netflix marathon, nothing much." I lie again, it was more than nothing much, a lot more. She nods before coming into my room and sitting on my bed

"Richelle, why haven't you ordered a maid up here to tidy your bed?" she asks me, I sigh again this time more heavily

"I only woke up half an hour ago and have had a shower since then and only just finished getting ready." I lie again, she nods clearly believing me and then stands up

"I'm going to get a maid to sort out your room so go downstairs and ask for some breakfast." she instructs, I nod. It's nothing new, her treating me like a four year old but this time it really irritates me, I think about arguing back but I know it's not worth it. She doesn't see me as a sixteen year old girl that needs some motherly advice sometimes, to be honest I think I'm an accident, it's clear that she would rather not have a teenage girl in the house. I decide to just follow her instructions like I always do.

Noah's POV

I wake up confused as to why I'm not home, that's when I remember sleeping with some hot girl, we definitely didn't use protection, but its not my problem, I'm never going to have to see her again. I know it sounds heartless but I don't have the time or the money for a child. My head's banging so I decide just to take the morning easy, I pick my phone up and see my lock screen, it's a picture of Richelle and I, it makes me angry because I know that I've lost her. I look through my photos for a new lock screen but almost all my photos are of Richelle, the two of us or A-troupe. The only none Richelle based photo is one of Amanda and I from a few months ago after we made out, I made a good bit of money there. I set that as my lock screen before deciding to text Amanda

Noah: Hey, I was wondering do you want to be my girlfriend?

I knew it was wrong to give up on Richelle but I needed somebody to distract me and I know that Amanda can do that and she'll give me enough money to pay for dance as well as some food for home. After a couple of minutes I get a reply

Amanda: OMG of course baby xxx

I smile to myself and then decide to get dressed

Richelle's POV

Maybe I can get Noah back, I do kind of forgive him. Maybe I was a bit to harsh on him yesterday. I do kind of need him seeing as I might be pregnant with his child. I decide to text him but when I pick my phone up I see I have a text off Amanda, ughhh what does the bitch want?

Amanda: Guess who's Noah's girlfriend now, meeee be jealous bitch

I can't believe I was going to give him a second chance, he never cared about me. He's just a player, moving from girl to girl without a second thought, I hate him. I can't believe I ever thought that we loved each other