Richelle's POV
6 weeks later
It's been horrible, the last six weeks I've had to see Noah and Amanda at the studio together knowing that that should be me, I avoid both of them at all costs but it hurts, I miss Noah so much I just want him back but I know that he never loved me. I'm at the studio now, everybody's just stretching and chatting but I stay away from everybody else in my little isolated box, I'm just day dreaming when I get the sudden urge to throw up. I charge towards the toilet and just make it there in time. I bend over it and loose all my breakfast, I don't really feel ill besides the throwing up so I decide to just go back to studio-A and pretend that nothing happened. I walk in and everybody's heads whip towards mine, I hang my head as low as I can and just carry on stretching.
After a couple of minutes I feel a hand tap my shoulder, I slowly turn around and see Riley stood there
"Are you going to tell me what just happened?" she asks, I nod my head slowly
"Ermm, I just felt like I was going to be sick ran to the toilet threw up and now I'm stretching again." I said innocently, she looked me up and down
"And you feel fine now?" she askes, I nodded my head, she clearly didn't believe me so I just turned back round and ignored her.
Noah's POV
It's been pretty awful, seeing Richelle everyday looking lost and broken and the worst bit is that I caused this, I put her through so much and I feel so guilty, but there's now way I can make it up to her, I broke her more than she could handle. Things with Amanda could be worse, I go round to hers everyday, we make out and act cute and then she pays me but I don't really like her and definitely not love her like I did Richelle. I turn around from Amanda for a second and see Richelle charging out of the door and in the direction of the toilet, I'm confused but I know I can't leave Amanda to go and find out what's wrong or I won't get paid and even if I did follow her she's probably just scream at me.
She walks back in and I have to use every ounce of my strength to not walk over to her, she looks so helpless and lost. I did this to her and now she'll never forgive me.
Richelle's POV
I leave the studio early because Riley insists because I threw up but my chauffeur was stuck in traffic so I ended up sat under a bus shelter because of the rain waiting. My mind wandered to why I threw up because right now I felt fine, I kept on coming up with reasons but none of them made sense, well besides the one where I'm pregnant, it makes sense. But I can't bring myself to admit it because I'm only sixteen and definitely not ready for a child, especially not Noah's.
I've been sat out here for about twenty minutes and still no sign of my ride home. I start thinking about walking but then I hear footsteps coming up behind me, I slowly turn my head and see Noah stood behind me. I take a deep breath in
"what are you doing here, shouldn't you be at rehearsals?" I ask him bluntly
"Family meeting, I get to leave early." he says before sitting down next to me, I know I should say something but I can't bring myself to so I just sit there stiffly and awkwardly.
"what happened earlier?" he asks after a minute in silence, I don't know what to say because I don't know myself
"I'm not sure, I just threw up and then felt fine." I say quietly, he nods and then I see my ride coming down the road, I stand up and walk away from Noah
"See you tomorrow." he calls after me
"yeah." I reply before getting into the car.
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Spiral of lies
FanfictionWhat if the one person you loved went behind your back? When Richelle sees Noah and Amanda together her world comes crashing down around her but their lives were never quite separate after that. ~~~ Title creds to @jiley_TLA Cover creds to @team-bry...
