You and I - ( austin mahone fan fiction)

Chapter twenty eight - rollercoaster

STASS'S POV

I wasn't angry at austin at all when he found out about the whole incident. I would've argued about it but i've had enough arguments already with him. He doesn't deserve half the things i argue with him. But instead, i felt guilty. I didn't want him to think it was his fault because it wasn't.

Chaz and alex are going back to texas today since im flying to miami tomorrow. I've always thought those two had a thing for each other. In fact i ship it. Chaz was never really into relationships and neither was alex. But when their together, they act like two different people. I guess they're comfortable with each other, just like austin and i.

I just finished packing my bags and boy did i made such a mess in my room. I was rummaging through all my drawers and closets and my room now looks like a tornado just went by. Austin always used to make fun of me when we go on trips because i pack way too much. While he on the other hand, packs useless things like packing jeans and hoodies on a summer trip. I admit it, he's the better teaser.

My door slightly creaked open and muffled voices filled the room. It was coming from the living room. I tiptoed quietly to the door and peeked through the gap. There i saw chaz and alex sitting on the couch

and i could slightly hear their conversation. I picked up some words that they were talking about. I'm not the type of person that likes to eavesdrop but they were talking about me.

"I'm so happy for stass that she finally gets to see austin again."

She said excitedly with a big smile. Her smile slowly faded as soon as she saw alex was a bit down.

"Alex aren't yah happy?" She frowned.

Alex had his head down and was staring at the carpet. I was a bit hurt from that.

He looked up and finally spoke. "You know i've always envied stass and austin's relationship."

"So have I. But why aren't you happy?"

"I- am, i just don't want her to leave yet"

"But alex its been almost a year

since they last saw each other"

"I dont want her to be closer with him again because----"

I leaned in closer to hear more clearer. But i leaned in way to farther which made the door swing open then i fell to the ground. I heard the rest of what he said before i fell.

"Because i've always had feelings for her and i love her. I get jealous when their together"

They heard the thud and they both quickly sat up and faced towards me. I was shocked. I slowly got back up on my feet and looked at alex. My mouth was gaping wide open.

"Y-o-you what?" I stuttered.

"I guess you heard everything...." His cheeks turned rosy red.

"Alex how could you!? After everything austin and i have been through..." Before i could finish i already went back to my room and slammed the door behind me.

I had my back against the door and i slowly slid down to the ground. I held my knees together to my chest and cried.

"Stass can i please come in?" He was banging at the door.

"Alex just leave me alone right now"

I yelled back

"Stass im sorry! Can we just talk please? Open the door" he begged.

I wiped the tears off my face before i opened the door. I didn't want him to see me in a such miserable way.

"Look im so sorry i was being so selfish. I didn't tell you before because i didn't want to ruin our friendship...." He spoked sincerely.