Cali,
Confession, my first time was even a time of making up &it was GOOD. I mean Tyga really put that ass to WURKKKKKK last night. I was mad and woke up happy feeling all new and shit. I swear I dont wont nun of this to end NOT one bit. I Moved my hair outta my face with my hand and Let out a deep breath. I rolled outta bed and went straight to the bathroom to take a shower and crap. Afterwards I had to work, so nothing exciting was suppose to be going on today. When I got to work, I wasnt planning on letting shit ruin how im feeling, Until I saw Gionna. Something was telling me to NOT kill this bitch when I saw her. Outta all stores, why she come to my job. "Cali?" She glanced over at me with a smile. Bitch fuck is you smiling for, When you was my step sister bitch you barely could give me a half smile. I just starred back at her ass without opening my mouth. "Look at you. Whats this glow im seeing?" She talked and talked, and I listen. Iant Want a conversation, theres the door. "Is you buying something or what?" I muttered. Look bitch, Im on duty. Purchase or leave! "Look Cali, I know . . . your upset with me. I understand. I felt bad leaving you, at the apartment in the meadows. My dad he , I dont know. I had to do what he says because he was all I HAD" She went on and On. "And?" I crossed my arms. "Im Sorry cali, I know your living rough and crap . . I feel bad." Her words started to irratate me. "Naw, Dont be. Im doing good, and living just fine." Ha, I know Her pitty party is FAKE. bitch, Im OUT the meadows living good with my man. So im not even worried about those who FUCKED me over. "Oh. So, Can I stop by the apartment later?" Stop by? bitch I barely want you talking to me right now! "No. What apartment?" I leaned against the counter. "You got a house?" she hyped up. "Yeah, we do."I wasnt interesting in shiiiiit she was on. "We????" Her face brighten. "Yeah. me,my man,&my daughter." I popped my gum.
"Wow, so you have a child now? thats great. Whats her name?"
"kalaya."
"Gosh Cali, Your looking good. I really regret all the shit I put you through."
"Look. Why are you being so nice to me?"
"Cali . . . . "
"WHAT!?"
"Im sorry.."
"FOR WHAT!"
"Your loss"
"My loss?"
"Your mom, she's-she's dead."
Her words hit my chest so hard, my eyes watered even Quicker. I know me and my mom didnt say goodbye on good terms but I never stopped loving her.
"How could you say something like that?!?"
I believed Gionna but I didnt want to.
"Im so sorry!" she hugged me tight.
"How she die?"
"heart break, but overall Drug overdose."
"My mom wasnt a drug user."
"She was when she left you. She was so HURT she had to leave you behind but for your SAFETY it was her choice to. My dad Was abusing your mom, and I feel bad that I Knew and I was a witness of it all. I never said anything because I was afraid of my dad abusing me. I got sick of it, so I told my dad I was moving out. He got upset and Beated me. He said if I ever try to leave again he'll kill me. He was gone try and kill you Cali, so your mom moved away with him leaving you,what he wanted just so he wont put his hands on you. When we got to Atlanta, My dad became a stricked drinker, and which made his abusive ways towards your mom an excuse. Your mom wanted the pain to go away so she started using herion. Needle, after needle after needle. Than she moved to crack! All within a year. She was on her way to come look for you and visit but she never came out the shower that day. When I walked in that bathroon she was Gone."
