Cali,
Its typical, the life im living aint shit.
First daddy, and now my moma? I cant take no more pain to the heart. I sat in my car with my head leaning on the staring wheel crying. My heart was shattered, all I remember is telling my mom to have a nice trip to hell. Im old enough to know my mom probaly didnt make it to heaven with my dad, from the story gionna telling me she didnt have her life together. Some people can say they living good, but really living a lie. To say im living good is true! But to say Im feeling good aint. There's a lot of stuff I wanna asks God, but Dad said never to question our father. I really just NEED understanding, so father if you here me I need some love today.
"Bae, you good? you've been down for the last 3 days. Whats wrong?" Tyga sat on the couch next to me. "My mom was coming to visit me." I sighed. "Well babe, thats GOOD. you miss her dont you? I mean, I know this is a big step . . . but . . why you down?" He glared at me. "She was on her way to see me, until she died." my body shivered, chills went up my spine and pain pinched my heart. "She what? Cali im so so sorry. Baby what ever you need Im here dawg" He kissed my cheek. Tears started to finally run down, Princess came In the living room and sat on my lap. "Mommy. Why you cry?" Her words touched me. "Mommy hurting, but she will be okay." I kissed her forehead and layed her head on my chest.
I dropped princess off at school and drove over to Gionna's new place to pick her up. We were going to head back to my house to just sit and clear things up. We were silent in the car 'til Gionna began to talk.
"Sooooooo, Am I going to meet him today?"
"Meet who girl?"
"Mr. mr." she winked.
"Oh gosh! G, Yo crazy ass dont need to meet him. You might scare him away, ya ass triple crazy."
"I wont be too hard on em"
"No! your going to say hello, and call it a damn day."
"Fine! but no PROMISES! you know im loud and cant shut up for shit."
"Thats why I couldnt stand yo ass growing up!"
We laughed all the way to my house. I kinda needed a little girl time, to just talk. I poured up drinks and We sat in the living room gossiping and Laughing at the old days. Than Tyga walked in. "Hey baby! this is My good friend Gionna!" I hopped up and ran over to him, with a peck on his lips. "Hi Gionna, You got my baby in here being naughty? drinkin and shit" Tyga grabbed me by my hips and glanced over at Gionna. "A few drinks wont hurt her. . . you must be Tyga!" Gionna mentioned. Tyga shook his head with an Agree.
"Princess bed time now!" I clapped for her to put away her toys. "But Maaaaaaaa!" She whinned. "No, Your going to Gamma's In the morning for Summer break, we gone be out ona road for hours. Get some sleep!" I picked her up and placed her in her bed. "I love you moma" . . " I love you more beautiful, forever" I kissed her forehead and she dozed off asap. I went to me and Tyga's room and layed across bed. I closed my eyes and tried going to sleep, so I wouldnt start to over think. I felt tyga climb into bed and Wrapped his ars around me. "How you feeling?" He whispered against my neck. "I feel like shit" I admited. "Dont. Baby all Whoms heal over time." He kissed my lips. "Well time should hurry" I muttered.
"Are you excited!?!" I looked back at princess in the back seat. "Why do I have to stay with Gamma? I wanna be you and Daddy!" She crossed her arms. "Cause Gamma Misses you! you'll be with your cousins too" Tyga looked in the rearveiw mirror. I was meeting Tyga Parents and his two sisters when we make it to michigan. Were staying at his parents for 2 days and than heading back home. I was a little nervous but excited. It felt like forever until we finally pulled up to a big house with flowers everywhere. I got out the car and stretched. "TORRENCE!" A lady with a litte waist and a big butt came out and hugged tyga. "Ma" He kissed her cheek. "Hows my boy?" A man went up to tyga and gave a side hug. "Good, old man" He smiled with a pat on his back. I figured that was tyga dad, and of course thats his mom. "Well, who's this beautiful lady?" His mom walked over to me and gave me a friendly look up and down. "Hi im Cali," I held out my hand for a hand shake but she pulled me in for a hug. His dad gave me a warm welcome too, "Finally son, a good one." His dad smiled at me. "Well Lets all go inside, you guys hungry?" His mom pulled my arm, while Tyga and his dad grab the suite cases. When we got inside, I was amazed at what I saw. How is this family so wealthy? "Ma, You seen my ipod?" A girl, with a slim stomach and big butt walked in the room. She had on some tight Jeans, and a pink crop top. . . showimg off her belly bottom. She had long hair flowing down her back. "No. Did you asks any of the kids?" Tami (Tyga's mom) suggested. "They always touching something! Can I go away for the summer?!?" She caught an atitude. "Um. . . No 'Hi, big brother I miss you?'" Tyga Snapped his fingers in her face. "Hi Tyga." She muttered, while walking away. "Ma, What do Sandra got on? Since when did you allow her to get her belly peirced? Whats with the new atitude? I guess I gotta move back home huh?" Tyga face turned red. . . im guessing Tyga has a younger sister . . . which is Sandra she look atleast 18. "She's 16 Honey, she'll be 17 next year." His mom stayed calm. "Im done" Tyga said while walking off. Only 16? tuh, kalaya ass will get her damn ass beat if she even try that shit with me and tyga! I stood there a little nervous wondering where the hell tyga walked off to. It was just me and Tami in the kitchen, she began to set up for making dinner. "So, Cali? I hear alot about you" She started off smoove. "Im hoping good things" I half smiled. "Yeah, I mean . . . . Going through things with tyga and his baby moma drama, not only that but raising a kid thats not even yours . . . . whats in it for you?" She looked at me with the meaniest look. "Excuse me?" I was confused. Does she think im using Tyga? "Look, I dont need tyga going through anything else . . . Are you using my son?" she crossed her arms. Honestly, I laughed. "You gotta be kiddin me? Im not some kinda gold digger, Im a Women. I would never live off a nigga and most def. use them fo they money!" My tone in my voice rised a little. "If anything im a WOMEN, a Women who's willing to Take care of anothers person child like its my own Not just because but because I have a HEART and I love that child amd their father." I was PISSED now, Ready to go home and all. "But--" Tami tried to speak but I had cut her off. "And let me tell you something, Im not some kinda of . . . ANYBODY, im not nun of them girls Tyga brought up in here, and Im damn well not Ti'shi, I Love TYGA for who he is, rich or poor ill love him." I cant believe its my first time meeting Tyga's mom and were into it. "What yall doing?" Tyga walked In the kitchen, looking at both of us back and forward. I still sat there with my arms crossed with a frown. "Oh hi baby, I was just Telling Cali how much I like her." Tami Smiled at me. I rolled my eyes, and went along. "Yeah, we were just setting some regulations" I smirked. "Well okay, ima be out in the back with pops if you need me" He placed a kiss on my cheek. When tyga left out Tami apologized and explained how she just didnt want tyga being hurt nomore and blah blah! "Ma?" I hear a girl call out. "Kitchen" she replied. a Girl who looked in a mid 20's walked in with a baby boy on her hips and a little girl following behind her. "Look at my grand kids!" Tami went over and picked up the little girl. "Hi granny" the kids said in union. "Yall go play, kalaya out side waiting for yall." tami sent them off they went running. "Alex, this is Cali . . . Tyga's girlfriend . . . Cali this is Alex tyga's older sister" Tami intriduced us. I gave her a warm smile, she just chewed her gum and poped a bubble. "Another one?" She mugged me. I was irritated now, how many bitches did tyga realy bring up in here? "Wow" I muttered. "Problem?" Alex hissed. I laughed and continued to slice up the veggies Tami assisted me.
