Tyga,
Confession, I honestly felt like the past was the past. Whatever happens in the past we leave behind us right? Me marrying Ti'shi was never serious enough for me to express to my new lover. Ok lets lay some stuff on the table. . . Ti'shi and I met in high school? We got together, Had sex and Kalaya was born. When Kalaya was born, Ti'shi wanted marriage right away and I wasnt ready for all that shit at the time. Plus my feelings for Ti'shi started to fade. It was all about my daughter, I love her. Thats another reason why I went on with the engagement. Me and Ti'shi got engaged, and us moving in with eachother didnt work out, so me and Ti'shi had split up. Even though we was broken up that didnt stop us from fucking. Ive moved on though when Kalaya turned 3. Ive tried dating to get Ti'shi out the picture so she'll know how serious, I was. Alex is a year older than me, so is Ti'shi the reason why she acted like a Lil Bitch at the table that morning, is because her and Ti'shi was bestfriends since freshman year. When me Ti'shi hooked Alex and Ti'shi friendship started to Change, Ti'shi focused on me more, and whenever Ti'shi came over for Alex, she'll end up In my room. Alex hated me after that!
I called Cali over and over like a Lil bitch.
"It's cali. I can't pick up but leave a message at the beep" I was starting to memorize her voice mail after hearing it 39 times today. "Hey! It's me again, Can you just come back home?" I sounded like a bitch through that phone but I wanted Cali. It's been 1 whole fucking day and it seems like 1 whole year. If I had just enough time I would've told Cali. Okay maybe not but it wasn't important to tell her. I feel like an ass and I really would like her back .
Cali,
"And I really want to go back home" I cried historically on Chris shoulder. He sat there stroking my hair after I told him everything " Look any other situation you know I would've sent you back to him. But he needs to really learn not to play with your heart! I can't afford to see you hurting cali " Chris was there since yesterday when I left tyga, I haven't stopped crying, I was being a pussy . "Where Ima go?" I sighed. "I mean I don't mind an extra room mate" I've got into the habbit of sleeping besides Tyga at night, it was gone be harder than I really expected to break up with him.
After A long day of work. I wasn't to much depressed how I was like last week. A week have past and I'm barely thinking about tyga After leaving work I made a choice to go by tyga's and get my things . When I pulled up to his house, I took in a deep breath "Here goes NOTHING" I rolled my eyes while getting out Chris car that he let me barrow since he's at home sick . I walked slowly to his front door and knocked , I played with my fingers until finally the door opened .
He stood there shirtless with just some sweat pants on that hung just below his v of his abs . "Cali?" He gave me a warm look up and down "I'm just here to get my things" I said, not making any eye contact with him He sifted to the side giving me room to the enter . I went straight to the closet where my things were. Tyga stood in the door way leaning on the door frame with his arms crossed. "So this it?" I heard him choke a little to asks. "What you mean? " I turned around to face him. "you know exactly what I mean!" His tone in his voice raised. "I mean. I came here to get my SHIT. not to hold a conversation! " I continued to get my things. When I was done stuffing clothes in my duffle bag, I swung the bag over my shoulder . I walked towards the door and there stood Tyga blocking my exit. I stood there and gave him a look as in to move . There he stood, motionless. "Move" I huffed. Of course he just stood there. I tried brushing past him but he grabbed my arm and then wrapping his arms around my waist . He layed his face between my neck and Whispered "I love you" . Yeah, I know.. "I love you too" I chuckled then rolling my eyes . "But I gotta go" I yanked Tyga hand's off my waist and started walking down the stairs "Cali don't do this man" I heard him cry like a puppy following after me. He grabbed me again and I turned to him and looked In his eyes. Our Skin of our lips some how met each others and every problem that seemed to be going on between us, was GONE. I pulled back from the kiss and everything went back to normal as I felt the warmth of my tears fall from my eyes . . This was it!
Than,
I left .
