Cali,
I punked up and I didn't go to Tyga's.
I know, I'm a BITCH. I'm not thinking of nobody but my got damn self. But I know if I go to Tyga's there will be so much mix emotions and it might just be as hard for me to leave when it was time to go. Plus I just can't pop up there pregnant, well showing after 5 month's.
me: Torrence, Hi. I was just trying to see how your doing and if you wanted to talk you can call.
baby daddy: A text? How about you come and see me.
me: No, me and you both know that's not an good idea. there's a lot going on just call if you need me babe.
baby daddy: Well I mean, I do need some sex.
me: Excuse me? Tyga, that's all you want?
baby daddy: and that's all I need.
Within that last message I than knew tyga no longer had an heart. He was dome with me, he washed away every feeling there once was for me. Why was he so cruel? I made him this way and now I cant fix shit cause it already happened.
I thought maybe he just need some time to think, I mean although his Grandma just died and I know that can be extremely hard on him especially because how he was with his grandma. I was hesitant, but I texted back.
me: so that's it? sex? no affection? just sex? Where's the love..
baby daddy: Love? talmbout the shit you gave up on? CTFU you can have that shit yo.
me: Gave up?? I was tired
baby daddy: and now I'm tired, bye cali.
Honestly. I sharp pain with straight through my heart and my whole plane crashed. There was no more Tyga & Cali, even if I tried to imagine that shit! I fucked up, What gotten into me? I've been so hurt and sick lately that I haven't notice tyga was there through my rough times. When I had no where to go, tyga let me in his home and tool care of me. When I need love and affection, tyga gave me all In One. Now I see what my daddy meant when he apologized for taking his anger out on me and my mom when he was sick. He said "When your hurt and sick, you take your anger out on the closes ones to you. The one you love!" and that's exactly whats happening. "I'm tired" I cried. Chris was now walking in the door. "Cali? What's wrong?" He ran over to me and kneeled down in front of me, on the couch. "He don't love me nomore" Was the only repeated words I cried.
~Sorry, I know it's short but I'm coming to an end for the book. of course There will be a Part Two.
But how do you guys like it so far?
Who's you fav. character, Cali or Tyga?
Which character your starting to dislike?
What you predict will happen later in the book?
welllllllllllll keep reading
