-Dan's pov-
This is it... finally.
Nobody will have to deal with me ever again.
I mean... ever
This will be better for her... for him...
Goodbye my love...
;Phil's pov;
Today is the day that I'm taking her out of the mental asylum. They said she's doing better. I might take advantage, but Tyler will hate me...
It's worth it... I love her... I don't think I feel for Tyler anymore... I think... I don't know.
I'm sorry Tyler...
Forgive me.
_Y/n's pov_
Phil saved me!
He released me into the light!
I feel the same again
I soon realized what i have done...
Crying was the only thing I could resort to...
"Y/n love.... it's okay..."
My sigh only made it worse, making me feel even more nervous.
"No it's not Phil... I hurt so many people... killed them! They won't forgive me."
"I do..."
At that moment everything seemed blurry.
We went from apologies to staring... those blue eyes didn't seem to hate me anymore... then everything changed... to kissing.
This doesn't feel right yet I like it.
It went from small kisses to full on making out, lustfully pulling each other in for more, even though we we're in the back of his van. Phil moves down from my lips to my neck, slowly sucking until he find my sweet spot, causing a large moan to escape my lips. He let out a low groan, moving up up to my ear and whispering;
"You're so beautiful, Love." I blushed and giggled as he pecked me on the lips once more, going back in for more.
Phil held onto my hips, grinding up against me. I moaned quietly, rocking my hips as well. He pulled the hem of my pants down and pulled my shirt off and I did the same to him.
He was now in his boxers and I was in my underwear and bra. Phil took the moment to stare at my body. He smiles and pecked my lips, whispering in a deep raspy voice to me.
"You're so God damn beautiful."
He rubbed the inside of my thigh, which he knows made me melt. I traced Phil's abs with my finger, moving down to his v-line. He let out a shaky moan before hungrily going down and kissing the area of skin above my panty-line. I let both of my hands wander up to his neck, wrapping them around it.
Phil then sat up and hooked his fingers around my underwear and looked at me in the eyes.
"I love you. I want to marry you... not Tyler." He seriously stated, causing my heart to flutter.
I stopped. All those thoughts, all those bloody, murderous thoughts, they came back...
I feel used. I'm not doing this to Tyler. I completely forgot...
Dan...
No...
Dont think about him... it's too late....
He's gone.
Is it to late?
I'm losing it again...
I can't go back!
"I WON'T LET THEM TAKE ME AGAIN!"
I blacked out for a few moments, and then awoke somewhere different.
Phil's bed, his room.
He was shirtless and blushing, with a concerned look. I realized he was naked and silently gasped. I looked under the covers at myself and saw that I was, too.
"What's wrong?" Phil sweetly asked, being sincere.
"I-I can't belive that happened... T-Tyler, He's my bestfriend. He's your boyfriend... And Dan-"
"Honey, Dan's gone." Phil worriedly put his hand on my bare shoulder. I shook it off furiously.
"NO! No, he's not... no. He's not gone. He can't be... He's okay..."
"I'm sorry... he was kidnapped a long time ago. He's gone, y/n. Cops have been searching since the wedding. He's. Gone."
I shook my head as tears began to form in my eyes.
"No," I whispered. "I know he's alive.. I feel it."
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All I Want Is Happiness (DanisnotonfireXreaderXPhil)
Fiksi Penggemar(Y/N) and Dan Howell have been dating for 3 months. Things have been going well until Phil came along. He liked (Y/N), and she was also beginning to develop feelings, but (Y/N) loved Dan. Not knowing what to do, she decided to not get to attached to...
