Time without there flower

Part 22 the walkers

"I hope things get better, I mean with all of them like this there has got to be a way to make them get all better" Raph said as we were looking at everything we had in the lair while April, Casey and father went to get there things from there place while Donnie went to see if Leatherhead was still alright in his home and wasn't like them, I on the other hand also took care of watching our two kids making him sometimes look at them and then me for a moment before going back to what he was doing right now making me wonder what he was thinking about to make him like this even so I let him be and wait for him to talk to me about what he was thinking right now. When they all came back Leatherhead also came in to stay with us as we didn't want a friend to die here so we ate together and Donnie decided to take care of the kids for me and Raph tonight, he was still all weird but this time just around me by watching my every move I was doing right now making me slightly freak out from it "Raphael Hamato. Tell me this instant what is going on in that head of yours!" I demanded making my eyes then widen as he started to cry right in front of me making me go to hold him close to me right now as after all this time he was making his emotions come out to me to see, I got him inside the bed and over me to cry and waited for him to talk but from what I just saw I knew that he was scared that me or someone else he loves turned into those zombies and he had to shoot us.

The next morning I let him sleep in right now and decided to join the others to eat breakfast right now and tell them about how Raph was from the start making them agree with me to try and make him feel better about all of this, we kept doing this and I made sure to stay in the lair with the kids to ease his mind which made him feel a little better from all of this but still he looked to feel bad about a bunch of things right now and when we go to bed I would make sure he knew that I was alright now and I wasn't going to become those things out there. It made me worry for everyone since we all cared for some dear to us and having to kill them when they turn it was the worse thing to think about, for me it was all of them turning one by one and I need to end them one after the other before burying them into the ground. Even so we kept on being carefull out there when we could so as to not try and die out there and all come back in one piece together when we go to get some things we need, at other times we just needed to make sure everyone was well eating and in good health making Leatherhead, Donnie and April work together on doing it every morning of the day for each of us so we can be safe right now before doing anything else at all and by also making sure the others know where one of us are going and I wanted it to happen so I don't have to make a grave for one of us at all right now, I also made sure to count everything and we all practised our shooting while also patrolling the sewers to make sure none of those things came down here.

We have been staying in the sewers in the end for the past two years, Diana is now three years old while Hage was only two, they were still very small but even so we had to leave for the farmhouse as food was getting low right now so we had to leave after taking what was left for us to take making us move around with the truck we took, we had to take somethings to fill them with gas for the truck when were almost out and hope to find another one when were low on it but we were still able to get there, it made us happy to be there but we still had to watch outside for any of those zombies to come around so we can kill them. After a few weeks we started to go out in the day to find some animals to eat when we ran out of meat as it was better to eat something we hunt then buy until we can find another place to stay at with a few markets close by to take food from, before leaving two months later to another location to be safer since zombies started to come closer in a large number as we found Angel during the trip as she was walking with a bag and a few guns on her own as she was suffering after shooting her grand-mother after she turned into one of them as she poisened herself, making us keep her with us to watch the kids making her feel better from what she had to do as we found a nice cabin with two markets not far earning us a load of food to take and eat from for a while.