To this day
Whenever I passed by our tree
The tree that stands
Behind our old high school
Between the softball and baseball fields
I cannot help but remember
Our first kiss
And then the memories come flooding back
To this day
I cannot drive by your house
Without wishing I can stop
Without thinking of that day
Way back in June
Where I laid in your arms
And I smiled
And I believed you
And the words you told me
To this day
We are still friends
Never will be separated
Friends forever is our pledge
But to this day
I cannot help but remember
The months together
The months we shared
The future we planned
To this day
I still love you
But I know it cannot be
We parted ways
As an unlikely couple
And continued being friends
The nights of tears
I still cry myself to sleep
Remembering your promise
And my promise
Our future we planned
But it is never going to be
To this day
It pains me
To see that tree
And remember our first kiss
When you told me
Of your plan
And I promised to always love you
And then our pledge
To marry each other some day
Coming back to haunt me again
To this day
I hope it is still a dream
And when I awake
You will be mine again
But it will never be
As we now love again
Never shall we marry
Never shall we have that future
We talked about
Never shall I kiss you again
To this day
It hurts me
It pains me
What is that dull pain I feel?
Could it be a slightly broken heart?
To this day
I love you
And I wish
One day I will awake
And find you by me
But I know
It shall never be
To this day
I pass by our tree
Pass by your house
And memories of us
Come back to me again
And it pains me to know
It shall never be
To this day
You are my closet friend
My only true friend
To this day
I wish
The future we talked about
Will come true
But I know
Never shall it be
Dedicated to: Jerry Cruz, my first love
