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Chapter. 4

He kissed me. I couldn't believe it.

I was in the bathroom, my heart was going insane and my face was as red as it could get. I had to shower though, so I quickly stripped down and got into the shower where I ran a ton of cold water since I'd have felt awful horrible if I had jerked off a boner my uncle gave me. Fuck, what's going to happen now?

It didn't take me too long to quickly get finished in the shower then dry off, getting dressed shortly afterwards so that I could get back in that room with my uncle. I stepped out of the bathroom, my hair still dripping all over the place, I walked down the small hall and into the bedroom where he wasn't. I was a little disappointed but it gave me some time to stop and think about everything for a little while. I brought the towel back up to my hair to begin drying it out before I heard the door open which I immediately whipped around to look and see if it was Martin, but it was just my dad. "Oh hey, may I help you?" I asked.

"I'm taking Martin to the store with the cousins, I wanted to know if you wanted to come along" he asked me.

"Yes! I mean.. I mean yeah, there's some stuff that I'd like to buy" I jumped at the chance of being with him again. I tried to hide that but I think my dad noticed that I was acting weird.

"Son, are.. you alright? You've seemed out of sorts since everyone got here" he said while he walked into the room and sat down beside me on the bed.

I nodded a few times, part of me wanting to ask him if I was a freak. I mean I knew I was, but I just thought maybe talking to someone about it would help. But I couldn't ask my dad. "It's nothing, just.. girl troubles" I said with a sigh. They still weren't aware that I was gay, no one was aware of that little detail but me.. and now Martin.

"Well son, if you need to talk about it then I'm here for you. But now we have to go to the store, so get.. ready and we'll head out" he told me then gestured to my wet hair and sloppily thrown on clothes.

I nodded a few times as I watched him walk out then I quickly got up and brushed my hair out, making sure it looked good before I actually changed my clothes to look someone decent. I then put some deodorant on and some cologne just so I could smell good, then I finally bolted down the stairs where I tripped over the toys again but just in time, like a cheesy cliche movie, Martin was right at the end of the stairs and I fell right down into his arms. Where I stared up at his beautiful blue eyes with nothing but puppy love.

He chuckled a little then fixed his arm around me so that he could hold me better before he finally did manage to pull me up out of that little hold he had and back on my feet "be careful, you could break something and that would be bad" he said while he smoothed out my shirt and fixed my collar for me. The way he was just.. taking care of me had me weak in the knees. I was about to speak but before I could say anything, he began to speak again "you smell really nice, I guess that's where the shower comes in" he chuckled that part out then looked down at the cousins when they came running in with my dad.

"Yeah, I just.. wanted to smell nice and showers are good for cleaning" I said as I continued to stare into his eyes, my knees were so weak. I just wanted to kiss him again, to know that I wasn't just imagining that happened. What if he decided he didn't want to kiss me again or that I was a freak? I let my mind take control and it made me even more freaked out then before. I got lost in my train of thoughts as my head went down, letting my dad speak which I'd have assumed was to my uncle, and I didn't snap out of my little train of thought until I felt Martin's hand take a hold of mine, but he made sure no one else saw how he was holding my hand. With his fingers between mine, his thumb even brushed over my skin.