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Chapter. 9

I had fallen asleep eventually beside Martin, although as some point I felt the bed shifting which was him about to get up. I felt him press the softest kiss on my forehead then brush my hair off of my face, I wanted to open my eyes and cling to him but he was already up and getting dressed. So I closed my eyes and fell back asleep again, my body was relaxed and didn't hurt as much as it did right afterwards. Thankfully. I did know that it would have wore me out a lot, I didn't mind it though because the thought of doing that with Martin was.. amazing.

I must've fallen asleep for a couple more hours because the next thing I knew, i was waking up and smelling a lot of food that was finished. I let out a squeaky yawn and sat up in the bed, the covers falling down off of my bare chest as I moved my legs to hang off the side of the bed where I eventually lifted myself up and stood with a wince, my ass hurt. There was an obvious reason why but it hurt and I didn't think it would, I guess that's something I'd have to get used to. I got dressed slowly then went into the bathroom where I took a couple ibuprofen so that I could ease the pain a bit. Then I walked downstairs, very slowly. I felt so weak, from the pain of the hickeys.. which they are quite painful after a while since after all they're bruises, to the movement in the bed and all the way to the one cause of my pain, Martin's dick. I walked into the kitchen where my mom was with my aunt and grandmas, they were starting to put all the food on the serving dishes, and I assumed everyone else was in the living room or in the dining room. I waddled my way into the living room where a couple of my cousins were, I gave them a small wave then continued into the dining room where no one was.

I didn't know where the guys went but I wanted Martin, I wasn't going to be a whiny ass about it but I wanted him. I sighed and walked out so that I could walk to the kitchen "where's dad and Martin?" I asked my mom.

"Oh they're all outside talking about guy things" she rolled her eyes then pointed towards the window.

I stepped out of the kitchen and opened the door, my dumbass didn't even think about grabbing a jacket but I also didn't care. I walked to the back where everyone was, they were talking about stupid stuff like cars and hunting. I didn't mind it, I mean personally I love hunting.. as long as I don't have to see the animal get hurt, hurt it myself, or actually see blood. Let's just say I don't like hunting, I like nature walks.

"Toby, you're awake" my dad said with a chuckle, which got everyone to look over at me. I felt like they knew when they looked at me, did I have a hickey visible? Did Martin tell them?

I was being paranoid. Martin was looking at me with the most amazing smile. Before I didn't know if he was just using me to get what he wanted but with the way he was looking at me I just felt safe and knew he wasn't using me. He flicked his cigarette down and began to take his jacket off "come here, it's too cold for you to be in that shirt without a jacket" he said then walked over to me so he could put it around me. I nearly melted, it smelled just like him, amazing. Although he smoked, he had a very good smell to him.

"Thank you, I didn't know it was so cold.. but I didn't want to be in there with them" I said with a small laugh then moved over to be in the huddle of guys who continued to talk, Martin did as well. I wasn't sure how to be part of it, I guess just talk about manly shit, smoke and drink a beer. But I didn't smoke, I wasn't particularly manly and I didn't have a beer. So I just stood there, playing with Martin's jacket. I closed my eyes for a second and just took a deep breath so that I could smell the cologne that he wore, I just wanted to rub my face all over him to get that scent. It smelled amazing.

"So what time are you leaving tomorrow?" One of my uncles asked Martin, it was a good question. I didn't want him to leave at all but I wanted to know when he was going to leave so I could spend my time with him.