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Chapter 11.

It was a good hour after dinner and all the girls were helping my mom clean up and prepare dessert, I thought I'd blow up if I ate anymore but my mom was making coconut cream pie for me because I don't care for pumpkin without it being drowned in cool whip.

I was in the living room with all the rest of the guys watching football, although a majority of us didn't want to watch it. Martin was lounging partway on the couch, and I was between his legs with my head on his stomach. No one thought anything of it because of the other awkward positions my uncles and dad were in. "Can we watch something else? Football is so boring" Martin said.

I leaned up and grabbed the remote before waiting a moment after I clicked the guide to see if anyone would object. No one did. "How about family guy? Nothing says holiday season like a mentally disturbed cartoon character" I said with a small chuckle. There were a few groans here and there but they soon shut up when I put it on. I could feel Martin's fingers brushing through my hair, my hand was resting on his thigh while I turned just enough to see the tv.

Everyone was focusing on the tv, but I was focusing on the small grumbling noises Martin's belly were making. If you've ever done this to anyone then you'd know, even with a cat or a dog you could hear their bellies digesting the food. I could still feel Martin's predic(k)ament in his jeans and since my head was right there I decided to be a little tease and nuzzle my nose against his stomach, my hand moving to rest down right on his jeans while I looked up at him. I wanted to tease him so badly but I didn't know how, I was an innocent boy. I batted my eyes up at him when he looked down at me, and I slowly lowered my head down to rest on his hipbone since no one was watching, pressing a small kiss to the area right beside his bulge.

"Tobias.." Martin mumbled while he brought his hand to run through my hair, his eyes moving over to my dad which he was watching the tv. I looked up at him and moved my tongue over the front of his jeans which was when his leg jerked just a little and he shifted so that he could sit up and my head would fall down on the couch.

"ow, you didn't have to move" I mumbled while I sat up then looked at the tv with a small pout on my lower lip, he completely destroyed my fun.

"I did have to move, and you know I did" he grumbled beneath his breath then looked ahead at the tv. I scooted a little closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder before I brought my hand down to his so that I could lace our fingers together.

I kept my eyes on the tv while brushing my thumb gently over the back of his hand, my lips pressing against his shoulder before I looked up at him with a soft smile "hi" I said when he looked down at me. I probably looked like a love struck little girl but I just couldn't help it, he was so beautiful to me.

I just stared into his eyes, it was like everything else faded.. we were the only ones, I leaned up to press a kiss to his lips which he returned the kiss before pulling back and clearing his throat "too risky, Toby" he whispered while he turned his head away so that if anyone looked it would look like he was just watching tv.

"I want to show you my guitar, come on" I said, as a last resort. I pulled his hand as I stood up and looked over at my uncle who just glanced at us then went back to the show.

Martin let out a soft chuckle then stood up so that he could urge me to go forward and then he followed me up the steps, he didn't say much so I was hoping I wasn't upsetting him or being too clingy. "electric or acoustic?" he asked as we stepped into my room.

"It's electric, I have an acoustic but it's in the attic because I didn't have room for it in here" I said while I turned to look at him, a big smile instantly formed on my face as he shut the door. Not that it was because he was shutting the door but because he was smiling at me.