Abby Orbeta: 300 seconds

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Tonight, I'm wearing the same outfit I wore the day that you left.

I remember how you smelled of the night before like,
"CottonCandy And horrible decisions".

I remember how the sunrise, hit your 'peaceful sleeping face'.

How being in your arms felt like home.

How I woke you with a kiss.

And you responded with a faint smile and asked me what time it was.

I remember how I wanted to make our last few moments into infinity,
But I only have 5 minutes left.

How does one condemns years, and years and years of emotion into 300 seconds?

300- I love you.No...Sorry, I'm fucking kidding. I hate you! I-hate-your-fucking-guts! No...I'm Sorry, I really do love you....

254- You hurt me.

220- Please don't go.

203- How could you do this to me?

187- I-I'm here, Choose me.

145- I promise to be stronger this time.

119- Stay.

100- Who The Fuck Do You Think You Are?! How Dare You Leave?!

45- I Need You.

15- KISS ME GODDAMMIT BEFORE I GO CRAZY?!

3- Love Me. All I Ever Wanted Was For You To Love Me.

But These Are The Things I Can Never Say Out Loud, I Never Had
The Courage To.

I Still Don't.

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