first love

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They had a successful fan signing event. No fans were seen frowning or sad. All of their feedbacks are positive. The boys felt so successful now that they had satisfied thousands of people. Well, it's too good for a first time. Thousands of people attended and they were able to accommodate almost all of them. They earned so much money and praises from the crowd. Their achievement this day made me forget my own problems.

Namjoon made up to the members and treated them a lot of foods for dinner. They were all happy and satisfied. Seeing them like that makes me smile and proud.

But I won't deny this thing; it was one of the most awkward eating moments of my life, to be fucking honest.

Too avoid any suspicion, I sat beside Jungkook instead of Namjoon, I can feel Namjoon's occasional gazes on me, making sure that I'm still alright. Whenever he sees me looking down or plastering a bitter expression on my face, he'll joke something about me that will make the members tease me.

But the other thing in my concern list was; Taehyung was seating just beside me, and he doesn't feel in the mood to sit there, to be honest. He didn't even bother to avert his gaze on me. And whenever Namjoon jokes on me, he'll suddenly become silent. After the topic about me changes, he'll be all noisy again.

He obviously thinks I'm cheating on Jungkook with Namjoon. I feel disgusted with his perception on me. He thinks I'm being a slut on his two friends.

Jungkook, on the other hand, was being all clingy to me. He holds my hand occasionally. And when I'm about to finish what I'm eating, he'll get another scoop of food for me. He'll even kiss my head every thirty minutes.

Before, whenever he does this, I would smack his head and call him pervert. Then I would go all clingy to him in exchange.

But now, his touch makes me stop anything I'm doing, not because of lovely spark but because of electricity that hurts my heart.

I can't do anything but to fake a smile whenever he does something fluffy, wondering on how many girls he flirts like this in the bar.

After eating, the group was divided into two; Jungkook, me, Taehyung and Jin were on Namjoon's car while Hoseok and Jimin were on Yoongi's car.

As we make our way back to the dorm, I can feel Jungkook putting his head on my shoulders. My skin started to cringe when his hands wraps my waist. It made me extremely uncomfortable.

"What's with your clingy attitude now, huh?" I looked at him cockily, trying so hard to cover the lowkey disgust I feel throughout this whole skin ship. "You're not like that last week." He was all cold those days. After two weeks of not texting, calling, or seeing him, he became like this.

"I'm making it all up for you," I can feel him smile as he kissed my clothed shoulders.

Holy shit, man, you don't need to. I whispered to myself, internally rolling my eyes. I stayed silent, I badly wanted to rip his pants off and cut it already to finish everythibg. But I respect Jin and Taehyung being here.

Right after getting out, I grabbed my phone and texted Namjoon.

me

holy shIT MAN

sent 10:17 pm

me

t'was tHE most UNCOMFORTABLE ride in m yentire life

sent 10:18 pm

namjullieta

wanna make your ride comfortable again?

received 10:20 pm

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