reflection

cypher pt. 4

a/n

tHIS CHAPTER AIN'T NAMED CYPHER FOR NO REASON

HOLY SHIT THIS IS IT BRACE YOURSELVES

OH MY GODHSDGSJ I PLAYED ALL BTS' CYPHERS ON LOOP TO DO THIS

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The first thing I did when I wake up is to take a good bath, a good bath I haven't done for months. I put multiple fancy lotions on my skin; the ones Namjoon bought with me before, saying that it will impress Jungkook so much. It's the first time in my life to apply more than one sticky scented craps that'll make my skin feel hot throughout the day. I hate it but if this would make Jungkook irresistible to me then why not.

I then picked a deep black bra and panty, hoping it would be sexy enough because there's no way I'm gonna wear a damn lingerie. Even Namjoon opposed to that decision, though; saying that he's the only one who can see me in those, the reason why I kicked him out of the door before I sleep last night.

Honestly, I'm not even on the middle of the goal for the day yet I already feel disgusting.

I fixed myself and called Jungkook. It's been a while since I did this. Calling this man is foreign to me already, I feel quite sad at the emptiness.

"Hey," Jungkook said as he picked up the call, seems like he just woke up.

"Where are you right now?"

"Dorm, why? I thought you're angry-"

"I'll be here in ten."

"What?" His voice suddenly became all alert, surprising me.

"Why? You don't want to?"

"N-no-it's just that...um...come on, babe. I'm tired, come here next time." I bit my lip in frustration. No way he's gonna be cold to me this day.

I think for some lines that'll make him allow me to come over. I closed my eyes shut when I finally came up with something to say. This is so embarrassing.

"But...I want you." I tried my best to sound desperate but I'm not satisfied so I tried harder. "I want you so bad right now." I've never used this kind of tone to Jungkook; or to anyone in general. I can hear him gulp in the other line. Of course he knows what I meant through those words and needy pleads. I hope this is effective.

"H-Hiseul, I-I thought-" I cut off his stuttering because of frustration. When did he become so hard to get in this?

"Ugh, please?" I released a child-like whine. "Can you just let me come over? Please please please, oh my god."

"What do you want from me?" I can notice he's finally falling to my pleads.

"I-I...I want..."

"Tell me, princess. What do you want from daddy?" His voice starts to become huskier. I suddenly remembered Namjoon with his lines, making me let out a small laugh.

"So I see you have a daddy kink." I teased.

He released a sudden husky laugh. "But seriously, what do you want?"

"I want you, daddy... I want you so bad. I-I don't know why do I feel this, but-I really really want you." I said weakly and desperately, making my voice look more submissive.

"Holy shit." His breathing hitched all of the sudden. "Come after an hour, I'll clean up. Damn, I missed you so much." And with that, I finally hung up the phone with a successful smile. Even though I feel like puking because of the conversation. I readied my things, not forgetting my greatest weapons of all.