Hiseul thanked Namjoon for giving her a company that night and for giving her a ride home. Upon entering the unit, she immediately slouched herself to the bed and cried again. The picture of Jungkook being pleasured by another girl won't leave her mind. It was so excruciating, she didn't expect this thing to happen. She repeatedly mumbles incoherent things while sobbing.
When we die, our brain won't stop functioning yet. Its last powers would be the seven-minute flashback of our whole life in your mind. After showing your whole life in seven minutes, it will finally die.
She remembered that fact she saw on the internet before, she didn't know that it can also be applied on a dying relationship.
ㅡthe flashback of our whole relationship in my mind, just before it dies completely.
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"Jungkook, where are you?" I said through the phone, gripping it as if my life is depended on it. I'm trying my best not to sound annoyed, because it will make him uncomfortable. We agreed to meet in the convenience store near their dorm at 8 pm sharp. We plan on hanging out from places to places starting midnight until morning. So to successfully do what we had planned, I took a leave from my work and slept all day, just to be awake all midnight. His colorful idea made me all giddy and excited.
However, it's already 9:30 pm, and I'm still waiting.
"What? What's up?" I can feel his just-woke-up voice from the other line. I tried to be patient, maybe it's because he just woke up so he can't remember it that fast, I said, trying to comfort myself.
"Jungkook, we have a trip tonight, remember?" I replied, I can feel him perk his whole body up. "H-huh? What trip are you talking about, Hiseul?" And with that, a spark of pain suddenly jolted all throughout my heart. He didn't remember it at all; I can't even remove it in my mind all day, even before sleeping this morning.
"T-that hanging-out-'til-morning-relationship-goals you are planning to do with me. You even gave it a ridiculous name. I hate you now." I laughed, trying to cover my disappointment and anger because I don't want to bother him with my tantrums.
"Oh man holy shit, I'm so sorry! I-I forgot!" He whisper-yelled through the phone.
"I-I was so tired because of the practice we had earlier so I didn't remember it. Oh god, I'm so sorry." I bit my bottom lip; my eyes are slowly watering up because of restrained anger. It's not the first time he left me hanging with his words.
But I won't get angry, I need to be understanding, he's working so hard for his career. I need to stop being a clingy and sulky girlfriend. That won't be good.
"H-hiseul, are you there?" I can hear the worry in Jungkook's voice. I hung up the phone because I can't take it anymore. I covered my face up and let out all of my tears and sobs that were aching to be out since I came here.
I immediately calm myself down and texted him up.
me
bitCH SORRY my line was cut off, I guess I have to pay my bills up nao :/
sent 9:10 pm
me
it's okay tho don't feel guilty 'bout urself ( : i suddenly remembered all the errands i need to do so you're safe for 2nite, bithc !!! let's do that hang-out thing nxt time
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Fanfictionit was when she caught her boyfriend having sex with other girls just because she can't, and one of his friends won't allow her to let it all pass just like that. a namjoon fanfiction. 2016-2018
