*~Not a chapter, please read~* okay its kinda a chapter

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Ash POV

I wake up in an unfamiliar bed next to a mass of red. Oh wait, that's just Skylar. Why am I in bed with Sky...? Shit, are my clothes on?

I sit up quickly, noting that all my clothing is still on my body. Good, now what happened last night? Oh, right... shit...

The horribly depressing memories from last night flood my mind, making me want to cry once more. I check my phone to see a few missed calls from Talini, and a text message.

Passed at 3:30am. Sorry.

As I read the text message, I feel my world crumble around me, the world around me sounding dulled. I clutch my head between my hands, curling in on myself, feeling as if I'll shatter if I let go.

A sound of shuffling in sheets breaks through the numbing silence around me, causing me to look over at the Sky squirming in bed next to me.

I crawl over her and out of the bed, determined to let her sleep. At the very least it gives me something to focus on, other than the pain and sadness threatening to overwhelm me. Instead, I force myself to go numb, getting up and searching for a pen and paper, before jotting down a note and setting it on the now abandoned laptop.

With a backward glance, I carefully and silently crack open the window, slipping through it then closing it behind me, taking care not to wake Sky, the girl who at least tried to help me. I carefully leave the premises, not wanting to intrude any longer, walking down the street, my only thoughts being that I keep moving.

Unable to bear the silence any longer, I put on my headphones, sliding them off my neck and over my ears, before picking a song from my phone at random.

Lift Off by Sico Vox begins playing in my headphones, surrounding me like a bubble of safety in the way only music can. But I can still feel something's wrong, because, unlike the many other times I listened to this song, I have no urge to dance.

Frowning slightly, I press next, only to be confronted with the Mission Impossible theme. For a brief moment, I wonder why I have that on my phone before I press next once more. Hopefully the next song will be better...

We are young

Ahhh... Kickass. Now that I can work with.

We are strong

We're not looking for where we belong

We're not cool

I begin nodding my head as the beat joins the voice.

We are free

And we're running with blood on our knees

My hands absentmindedly tap my legs in the tune of the piano piece, as I quietly begin singing along, my feet taking to the beat in the way they do.

We could rule the world

On a silver platter

From the wrong to the right light

To an open stream

My feet take to the bass's beat, following the steady rhythm

With a crash and burn

We could make it better

Turn it upside down

Just you and me

We are the dream

No other way

To be

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