Jordyn, the perfect lover. I've had some good sex, but this right here tops everything! Her kisses make me so weak, her touch was so soft. The way she looked at me, when she told me to look at her. I swear I didn't want it to stop, I'm just laying here watching Jordyn sleep with her head on my lap. I love this girl, in such a short time frame. I'm troubled, because I do love Aysah. We've been together since high school, but what exactly am I holding on to? I have to tell Aysah about me cheating, this right here will be the end of us. I hope that Aysah can forgive me one day, I truly care about her but she's not right for me anymore. I may not be right for Jordyn either, but it's a risk I'm willing to take. Jordyn stirs and wakes up.
Jordyn: You're thinking about it beautiful?
Brooklyn: yes I respond sadly
Jordyn: I feel guilty as fuck, I should've stop, had better control over myself
Now it was my turn to silence her with my finger to her lips. She kissed the palm of my hand causing me to shutter for a second. Focus girl.
Brooklyn: this is my fault babe, I'm the one that's in a relationship. I wanted you to kiss me, and yes I could have stopped with everything else you did to me but I didn't. I wanted it Jordyn, and I needed it. I haven't been touched like that in a long time, I haven't made love like I did with you. I want more, I want you.
Jordyn: what about your girlfriend? Y'all have been together since high school
Brooklyn: true! We're barely hanging on Jordyn, I love her but it'll never be the same between us. We've grown apart since high school, and her cheating on me sealed the deal. I'm not proud that I cheated on her either, I've never cheated on anyone but I don't regret any of it.
Jordyn: I want to hold you, get some sleep and we'll talk more about it tomorrow.
Jordyn pulled me to her, and gave me a deep sweet kiss. I felt so much promise and passion in that kiss, I got horny all over again. Jordyn ended the kiss and told me: "We can't have another episode like tonight." I was disappointed, but I understood. We cuddled spoon style in my bed and went to sleep. I woke up the next morning and Jordyn was gone...*
Jordyn POV: I didn't want to leave her, but I needed to clear my head. I called Tia and asked her to come run with me.
Tia POV: something was wrong with Jayy she sounded distracted over the phone. I haven't talked to her in about two weeks, so I'm really wondering what's up. It better not be that chick from anatomy, swear to God ima fuck her up if she's hurt her. I arrived at the park, and saw Jordyn staring off into space looking sad
Tia: bae what's wrong?
Jordyn: I fucked up Tia
Tia: I'm listening
Jordyn: I had sex with her knowing she was in a relationship man. I don't know what came over me, I wanted it so bad. I haven't felt like this since my break up, you know what I've been through man. And I know you don't want to hear this, but I need you. I need someone to talk to Tia.
I hate seeing Jayy broken, I definitely hate the fact that she's crying to me about another chick. But we're friends and she needs me. I said nothing for a long time just holding jordyn and comforting her.
Tia: how do you honestly feel about this girl?
Jordyn: I care about this girl a lot, like every time I'm with her its a feeling of protectiveness I have towards her. I want her to be mine, I know I can treat her right. She's EVERYTHING! she's caring, funny, attentive, smart beautiful, ambitious. I could go on, I know she wants real love and I feel that I can be her real love.
Tia: I'm not trying to make this about me, but I've never heard you talk about me like that before. It hurts BUT its beautiful Jordyn, you deserve happiness. You need to go talk to her. And tell her how you feel, don't hold back. Has she told you how she feels?
Jordyn: she says she wants me, but I don't know what that means. And wanted me isn't enough, I need more.
Tia: well you need to go to her Jordyn, talk to her and get some understanding.
Jordyn kisses me on my cheeks, and walks away. Tears started rolling down my cheeks, I'm happy for her, and I've lost her. Now who's gonna comfort me, because I'm hurting now.
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RomansaIt has been almost three years since Jordyn has been in a relationship. She's disconnected from the world(social media), doesn't go out on dates, doesn't talk/text anyone. Just her focusing on graduating from Tuskegee University in the next year, be...
