CHAPTER 8
*Mia's POV*
"Oh my gosh, oh my gosh. Omg. Mia." Amy hyperventilated.
"I know. I know. I know." I grinned.
"I CAN NOT BELIEVE YOU ARE GOING TO MEET THEM. AND HARRY IS GOING TO SEE YOU AND FALL IN LOVE AND YOU'LL GROW OLD TOGETHER. OH MY GOD, LET ME BE YOUR MAID OF HONOR, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE OH MY-"
"AMY SHUT UP I LOVE YOU" I yelled to cut her off. She grinned slyly and burst in to laughter.
"Sorry. I got a little excited. But I will be your maid of honor, right?" She confirmed.
"Amy. Harry Styles is not going to fall in love with me. Anyway, I have Dylan." I reminded her... but fantasies of Harry and I falling in love ran through my head anyway. Wait! Dylan. Me and Dylan. Fantasies about Dylan.
Amy rolled her eyes. I cocked my head, confused.
"What?" I asked. "I thought you liked Dylan."
"No, no. I do. He's pretty cool." she said slowly, pursing ber lips and making a face that totally contradicted her words.
"Amy! I know you better than you know yourself, so don't even try to lie. Why don't you like him? He's so sweet and he cares about me." I confronted her, upset that she didn't like the boy who made me happy.
"I'm sorry Mia. I don't know.. Do you remember when you asked me about his eyes? And you were just feeling weird about him." She began.
"Where are you going with this?" I asked accusingly.
"I think I have the same feeling you had. Do you still feel like there's something off about Dylan?" She asked me quietly.
"Of course not! I was being stupid and paranoid. God, how can you even ask that?" I stared at Amy with an angry expression. When she looked at me with pity in her eyes, a fuse blew.
"Get out." I whispered.
"Mia-"
"Get. Out. Now." I turned away from her and laced my fingers together behind my head, trying to keep my anger in check.
"Mia, I just don't want to feel guilty if something happened to you." Amy cried.
"That's all it's ever been about, hasn't it?" I laughed sarcastically.
"What are you talking about?" She kept her voice calm.
"In elementary school. I had no friends, you were accepted by the popular kids. Yet you talked to me.. Why? Did you feel bad? That makes sense. But why did you stay with me all these years? That's right, you would have felt 'guilty'. You and the rest of the girls probably hang out all the time, making fun of me. The ugly, untalented, boring Mia. That's me." I gave another cruel laugh.
"That's not true and you know it. You're like my sister, Mia. I talked to you in elementary school because, even back then, I knew you were real when everyone else was fake. Why would I make fun if my best friend? Why would all of your best friends make fun of you? You're amazing Mia, beautiful, funny, a fantastic runner, and and even more fantastic friend. Now if you want me to go, I'll go, but please... please don't think bad about me if I'm gone." Amy pleaded, begging me with wide eyes.
Tears were streaming down my cheeks. I needed time to think.
"I need you to go right now." I said, keeping any emotion out of my voice. I saw Amy squeeze her eyes shut and nod out of the corner of my right eye. She tilted her head back, trying to slow down her tears.
"Okay. Just remember I'm always here for you. Always." She said forcefully as she picked up her bag and made her way out of the house. She paused in the doorway and turned her head, begging with her eyes for me to ask her to stay. When I gave no sign of doing that, she bit her lip and closed the front door behind her.
Oh God, what did I do? I way overreacted. I was so stupid.. my best friend. I had always heard of people pushing other people away, not letting anyone in, even if all they wanted was to help. I always thought that was only in books, but here I was, banishing my own best friend from my house.
How did so much change in less than 10 minutes?
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I literally wrote this during the commercials in between criminal minds l o l
I really shouldn't watch this show when I'm home alone oops screaming
I GOT AN A ON MY BIO FINAL STILL SCREAMING
anyway okay I know not many people are reading this and that's prooobably because I never promote it anywhere or anything. however I enjoy writing so no matter how many readers I have I'll still update okay okay good.
hello anyone there no okay bye ily
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