✯ Dream Of You ✯

Chapter 5

Well yeah i said yes. I'm going to the stupid party, i can never avoid their cute pouts to be honest. Ugh..why me?

This girl is a girl from school, before we graduated she would be so mean to me...she would make sure to remind me everyday that i'm not as pretty as her, or that i'm not as smart as her or that i'm just useless.

I've never liked her and i never had guts to answer and defend my self so she thought i was just an helpless kid until 12th grade where i started to defend my self and she started to hate me even more, but yeah, the feeling is mutual...the best part of it all is that she is a big fan of Justin..

I think that she's just a fan of his look to be honest, i mean in school everyone is, just not me 'cause i don't even know how he looks right now i try to avoid everything that its about him so i don't get sad or ya know, even worse than i already am feeling, about everything that involves him.

So, now going to her party makes Me feel bad..like i'm basically showing her that she won this "fight" i guess...ugh this is just weird.

I changed into a black dress and some high heels with simple makeup and i'm ready to go to my enemy's house...

"C'mon Faith, is going to be fun..."Ryan says looking super happy to be here"Yes, i can barely hear, the music's so loud" i say trying to hear myself..."Don't be silly..." Caitlin says grabbing my hand and taking me to the bar.."2 beers please.."she says and looks at me"Yes okay i'm being annoying, i just don't like this atmosphere...just that" i say grabbing my beer"Thank you" i say taking a sip of it...

"Well, at least pretend that you are having fun.." she says smiling and pushing me into the dance floor making me laugh at her weirdness...

"Are you girls having fun" Chaz says while dancing with a girl..."Yeah, not as much as you right?" i say making him laugh..."I guess we will have to carry some people home tonight" caitlin says making me laugh" Yeah i guess...where's Ryan?" i say looking for him trough the crowd of poeple dancing "There!" Caitlin points at a boy next to Cailin....

"Oh....Ryan is having too much fun.." i let go of caitlin and grab Ryan's arm.."Hey hey who do you think you are?!" says cailin..."Hey cailin, how are you?" hi say giving her an ironic smile.."Oh, Faith, i'm so glad you came..." she says with a sly smile..."Well thank you...but now we have to go" i say pushing Ryan towards Chaz and Caitlin..."I don't want to go!" Chaz says with a baby voice" Oh...but we HAVE to!" i say grabbing his arm...we go to the car and drive home.

"Bye, bye see ya" i say and close the door...Chaz, Ryan and Caitlin just left, i hope i didn't wake mum up...i walk upstairs and go to my room...i fall on the bed and just fall asleep like that.

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I wake up because of the light that escapes the curtains...i look at the clock and its 11am...i get up and have a quick shower and change into some jeans and a large white shirt and i put my sleepers on...

I head downstairs and see my mum cooking breakfast as usual..."Good morning Mum..." she just smiles..."What happened?" i say trying to avoid the fact that she is a bit sad..."Oh nothing honey.."..in that exact moment the door bell rings."Oh i'll go..just eat your breakfast" my mum says giving me some waffles and heading towards the door..."Hey Greg how are you?"....she says making me look at the door to see Dad standing there"Dad? what are you doing here" he walks inside and gives me a kiss on the forehead...

"Well sweetie me and mum hm, we need to talk to you about something...is that okay?" he says looking at mum a bit concerned" yes i guess..." they both sit down in front of me while i'm just eating looking at them curious...

"Okay so, Faith, me and mum have been talking about this the pass month..we are trying to find the best thing for you...i miss you and i hope you miss me too....its hard to not have your daughter around you all the time..i hope you know that you are the most precious thing i have...and i need you by my side..." i had tears in my eyes..

"Dad..." "Wait..honey, let me finish...a month a go i got a offer, and that offer is something that i have to accept....so i'm moving to LA...my company is making a partenership with another music company...and this is a great, an amazing chance for me to improve our company...and me and mum decided that you are coming with me" he says making me spill my drink...

" What?!!?" i say confused...."Honey, is the best for you, you are never with your father and now you have a chance to take a better acting and arts course 'cause overseas its so much better...." i couldn't speak..."BUT WHAT ABOUT MY FRIENDS?!" i say now almost screaming.."Faith, one day this would have to happen...you have to think about your future..."

They were right, i have to think about me, i'm going to miss my mum so much but this is the best thing i can do...

"You're right, this a great opurtunity...i'm going to miss you mum" i say hugging her tight...

"I know baby, i know but, i know you can do this, you are so talented and beautiful, you are amazing, and i want to see you doing great things out there, alright?" she says "Thank you mum" i hug her again..."When do we leave dad?" i ask him" Tomorrow..." i was in shock at first but then i just nodded.."Okay..."i say" Go pack your stuff honey" my mum says...

I guess i'm moving to LA...