Sky high on Blue [COMPLETED]

Chapter 7 : She will pay!

Media : This is how to be a heartbreaker by Marina & the diamonds

Sky's pov (For the first time ever in this book, yay!🙌)

"Holy shit!" I exclaim as I realise what had I done. No, I didn't want to keep it a secret but somehow I felt that telling her so would result in a negative way. The F**k! It has.

I don't want her to think that I was just playing with me. She would feel so hurt & betrayed. I don't want her to believe that I m a player & was playing with her all along, from the start & would throw her away like trash after having my full.

Tears fill up her eyes as hurt reflected in her expression, her face hanging lifelessly. F**k! She is FREAKING CRYING! She is so freaking sad. No! I can't see her like this! I don't want this! Shit! How do I make her stop crying? Earlier I never cared if some girl cried but now here I m panicking! How uncharacteristic! But I don't care. Right now, Bloom is more important than my weirdness.

She wipes her tears with the back of her hand & then raises her face, which was hanging lifeless earlier, to face me. Oh my.....seeing her expression is making me so confused & flustered and hurt? Yeah, that's hurt I guess. I never wanted her to be this sad. She was crying for God's sake!

"Okay, I understand it. U don't need to worry." She says sounding a little reassuring. What? She understands? I sigh in relief listening to that. She understands, yeah. I try to reassure myself though I m still not convinced watching at her pained expression.

"Sorry, I didn't m-" I try to explain myself to her thinking that she understands & that I don't wanna keep her in the dark now. I'm gonna tell that at first it was like that but now I m serious. I have never met someone like her. She is precious to me!

"Plz don't say sorry. It was my fault from the start for being so trustful. I shouldn't have accepted to be your girlfriend when I m not that kinda girl. It's obvious that this would have been the result but I thought..." She interjects in between. Her voice cracked at the end & tears once again threatened to spill from her eyes.

Noooo...I made her feel so low...I was about to try to explain her when dread- wave run through my body as she take off the necklace from her neck & give it a last look as she intended to give it back to me. No no no... She is breaking up with me? No nah never....She can't do that! I m in dilemma with my own brain. How can she do this? Doesn't the both parties have to agree in such cases? Okay, I know I didn't ask the other person their opinion when I broke up with them but still!

She reaches out her other hand in my direction & I extend my own hand to reach out to hers, shocked, almost instinctively when she put the necklace in my hand & curles my fingers with her other hand so that the necklace ends up in my fist.

"No...." I groan feeling a sharp dagger of pain in my heart. My heart seems to have gone numb as I m feeling hurt & betrayed. She played with my heart. She broke off just like that. How can she decide this? She has no right to hurt me so much. I break it off, not the other way around! I think as rage fills my head from these all events. I just didn't tell you that I wasn't drunk at that time. It's not that much of an issue. Why are doing this over such a small thing? I didn't know u were this selfish!

"Sky, we are...no more. It's over betw---" her voice cracks in between but she continues, shooting more dagger targetting my heart, creating wounds that I don't think would ever heal. "between us. I had a nice time with that I gonna remember my whole life. I hope u find someone better than me which u surely will."

"You can't! You can't do this! I always break up with girls! They never! So it will be me who will break up with u, not the other way around!" I yell as I feel deeply hurt & enraged at her.