Media : High by Jester Jensen"Mom, dad, I have something to tell you. I am sorry I didn't do it earlier." I spoke seriously. I was truly sorrowful that I didn't tell them earlier but I was embarassed.
I wasn't so sure about my own feelings.
I wasn't sure about his feelings.
I was scared.
Not anymore.
My parents were looking at me expectantly. Now or never!
"I love Sky. I love him & he loves me. I just wanted to tell you this." I blurt out. Currently we were in the small park in the hospital premises.
Oh did I forget something?
How come we are at hospital?
Okay here's what happened...
*Flashback*
I was sitting in front of a mirror while a beautician was applying makeup & hairstyling my hair.
What am I even doing infront of a mirror when I don't even like looking at my face? I kinda don't like my own looks. Never was a fan of selfies. Raise your hands if you don't like selfies too. (Devil raises hand!🙌)
Ugh! This is all Sky's fault.
But we won in The contest. He said we are meant to be. A sweet smile graced my lips.
We are meant to be. Huh?
I admit i did ask God through this contest but isn't it too stupid to gamble it all on a small contest. It doesn't sound right. My whole life depends on it. It's no small matter.
Okay. My indecisive ass is showing up again. But no, it's not wrong. It's emotions we are talking of now. I need to make a choice now. A hard cho-
"Miss, your makeup is done. Have a look at yourself. You really look like a queen." The beautician smiled.
"Thanks." I blushed.
"Miss. Is he your boyfriend?" She questioned while blushing hard.
"Well...I...I am not so sure myself." I chuckled. "I know he is a catch but I am not so confident in myself." I don't know why but I said my deepest doubt to her.
"To be honest, I was interested in you when I asked your relationship with him. Yeah, I am...iamlesbian..." She talked so fast that I couldn't even get it but I figured it out.
"I can't...i mean I am not...I am sorry?" That I cannot return your feelings? I panicked on to what to say to her. I didn't want to hurt her but...
"Sorry I always wanted a friend like you. Would you be my friend?" I ask as I recover from my initial shock."Wow! Are you serious? You are not bothered by the fact that i-" she started blurting whilst I simply nodded my head, smiling brightly. "Thanks. Ermm...By the way, as for your boyfriend issue, I think you should let him decide whether you are worth it or not. You should just consider what your feelings are Orr what you want. He is an adult, he knows what is good for him & what is not. According to me, you are definitely worth it." She winked.
Eureka.
Why couldn't I think like it? This all sounds so simple. He is definitely capable of thinking about himself. He is...
Arrogant, egoistic, Manipulative, self loving narcissistic bastard. 😡
Ofcourse he can. Thinking about all this makes me angry about myself. I am so stupid...
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