The Devil Wears Armani (ON HOLD)

10

Christians P.O.V

"Christian." Blair's voice broke though like honey. Oh god! I missed her voice so much. I missed her so much. The past two weeks without her had been......hell to say the least.

I turned around to come face to face with Blair. She had let her hair loose around her face and she looked like she had been crying. She was still so so beautiful and I just wanted to hold her and comfort her until the pain went away. She looked like she hadn't eaten in weeks.

"Blair! When was the last time you ate?" Were the first words that came out of my mouth. She just looked so weak.

"What? Christian, I don't think I need to tell you that. I just want to get this over with and move on with my life." Her voice was cold and distant like the rest of her.

"Blair...baby please don't say that. Just let me-"

"Explain? That's what I'm her for. You have 5 minutes Christian." She said, cutting me off.

"Fair enough. The girl in the....pictures is Audrey Stefan. She and I had an old fling and when I went to Canada she said she wanted to meet up for old times sake. I swear I had no intention of pursuing her at all. We just went to the club for some drinks when she insisted we do some shots. A few shots of tequila led to an entire bottle and before I knew it.......she was throwing herself at me. I kissed her back. I admit it but I pushed her away after that. I wasn't conscious Blair, I swear."

I was babbling away I knew but I just wanted to make her understand that what I did was by mistake and I was under influence.

"All will be forgiven Christian...." I would give anything for her to forgive me, "If you tell me wether you slept with her or not................did you sleep with her Christian." She said hesitantly.

I couldn't tell her that. Because I had in fact slept with Audrey. It had been the worst mistake of my life. I was under very heavy influence of alcohol and I didn't know right from wrong. When I had woken up that morning I just wanted to turn back time. I wanted to see Blair and explain to her why I did what I did but she wouldn't talk to me. And now that she was I from of me, I didn't know hat to do.

"Did you sleep with Audrey, Christian ?" Blair asked, a little more firmly.

"Yes." Was the only thing I could say. Blair just stood still and a single tear escaped her eyes. I just wanted to comfort her so I inched closer to her but she just held up her hand motioning me to stop.

"Christian don't even try it." Blair said, her voice becoming more and more distant by every word.

"Blair, you have to understand. I was fucking drunk for Christ's sake." My temper rising now too. It was a goddamn mistake and could've happened to anyone.

"Well it wasn't a fucking mistake for me Christian. You should've known better." Blair said, her voice rising now too.

"Blair you're just being a stuck up bitch now." The words left my mouth before I could stop.

Her palm came into contact with my face in a sudden moment. It stringed but I knew I deserved it.

"Blair-" but I was cut off.

"No Christian. I'm being a stuck up bitch? Me? Is it because I thought better of you? Is it because I thought that what we had was stronger than this?" She spat out, her voice breaking with every single word.

"Blair......." But I didn't know what to say. I didn't know how to fix this.

"Christian........I want to hate you so much right now.....but I can't.......because I'm in love with you.....and I hate myself for it." She said, her sobs breaking the sentence.