The Devil Wears Armani (ON HOLD)

12

Blair's P.O.V

All I feel is pain. There is pain everywhere. Where am I? Christian? Where is he? I can hear some hushed voices and I try to open my eyes but my body doesn't comply and I fail miserably. Someone's speaking.

"Why has she not woken up yet?"

"Mr Christian she was part of a major accident. These things take time. She is suffering from a concussion and she will wake up only when she's ready. There is nothing we can do." I deep voice says.

Christian! He's here too. What's happening?

"Well doctor do whatever the fuck you can do because if anything happens to her I will make sure this fucking hospital goes down." Christians voice is low and angry. Is he referring to me? I try but my eyes don't open. I give up as. Familiar darkness surrounds me.

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I wake up with a reeling headache. I must be used to this by now. I open my eyes to see Christian sleeping on the sofa in front of my bed. His white shirt is rumpled and his stubble shows his tiredness.

"Miss Blair. I'm glad you're awake." A nurse, who was standing beside me says. She looks like she's in her 50's and smiled down at me.

"What happened?" I ask, not aware of how I ended up here.

"You were in an accident. I car hit you on 56th and 8th. But don't worry you don't have any major injuries." She says assuringly.

I don't remember anything. I glance at a sleeping Christian. He looks at peace.

"He's the one who brought you in and he hasn't left your side since. You were unconscious for 42 hours and he has been beside himself. He even threatened to sue the hospital if god forbid anything were to happen to you. He really must love you." She says patronizingly.

In that moment Christian wakes up and his eyes widen with relieve as he sees me. The nurse leaves to give us some privacy.

"Oh Blair!" He come up to me and holds my hand in his. "You're awake. I was so worried." He cries out.

"Christian.....what happened?" I ask, still not recalling how this happened.

"Blair....you were in an accident. Some bastard hit you with his car. I'll be damned if he ever gets his ass out of jail." He spits out angrily. "The accident happened out side my house.......you saw.......you saw me and Audrey.....together."

Everything come back to me. I went to see Christian. To talk to him when I saw Audrey come out of his bedroom. I ran out of his house and he ran after me and then suddenly the car hit me.

I went to talk to Christian about my baby. My baby !

"Christian stop! What about my baby? Is it okay?" I asked cautiously.

"Blair....the baby....the doctors couldn't save the baby." He said very slowly.

"No....no , no no!" My whole world stopped. My hands instinctively went up to my belly. My baby was gone! My unborn child was dead. Uncontrollable tears began to roll down my cheeks.

I didn't even want the baby. So why was I crying uncontrollably? Truth is, no matter what the consequences I still wanted my baby to enter this world. It was my baby, I though for the billionth time.

"Blair...I am so, so sorry!" Christian said, trying to hold home but I pushed away.

If I had never gone to meet him this never would've happened. I wasn't blaming him. I knew it was my fault as well....but he was sleeping with Audrey.

"Christian please." I held up my hand. "I just want to be left alone." I said trying to stop the damned tears.

"Blair please.....don't you see? We can finally be together again now! With a clean slate." He said.

"We can't be together Christian. I do t think i can be with you anymore." I announced.

"Blair don't say that. I need to be with you......I ......I love you." He said, his voice barely a whisper.

He loved me? Christian loved me! I let out a gasp.

"Christian...you don't mean that-" I began but Christian cut me off.

"Yes I do Blair. I love you from my heart and soul. I know my actions speak otherwise but I really do. These past two days have been hell for me not knowing if you'll make it or not." He added on.

Christian loved me. So why couldn't I be with him?

"Christian...I still can't be with you!" I said, against my will.

"Why? .............do you not love me anymore?" He asked, the hurt in his voice evident.

"Christian...I don't think I'll ever stop loving you." I told him. It was true. I tried hating him but my love for him was too much.

"Then why can't we be together?" He asked.

"Because........because whenever I'll be with you I'll be reminded of my unborn child Christian." I finally told him. "I don't think we're meant for each other Christian." I said stubbornly

Christian looked dejected but he simply nodded.

"I'll stay away from you Blair.....if that's what you want......but I'll never give up on us. You might not believe it but were meant to be." And with that he left.

I wanted to stop him but I couldn't. I had made the right decision. He would just hurt me again if I took him back. I had made the right decision!

So why was I crying so badly?

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Hey guys !

I know this chapter is super small but I just wanted it to be in that format. I also know that this chapter is frustrating because Christian and Blair are still not together but don't worry, some very nice Christian Blair moments are coming up in the upcoming chapters. But please don't forget to

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