The Devil Wears Armani (ON HOLD)

21

Blair's P.O.V

"Because I love you goddammit!" Christian shout out.

Wha?

"What did you just say?" I whispered in disbelief

Sure Christian had once before confessed that he loved me but I figured it was a heat of the moment decision and he didn't really mean it.

But now as he spoke those words, I could see the sincerity in his eyes.

Tears threatened to spill as I looked up at him.

"I said I love you Blair Thompson. And I don't think I'll ever stop loving you." He said softly as he gazed intensely into my eyes.

"I....I d-don't love you anymore." I lied blatantly as my eyes betrayed me.

"I will believe you Blair and will leave you alone if you just look into my eyes and say that " he whispered to me

But I couldn't do that

The moment I looked into his eyes, I would confess my feelings to him.

"Look into my eyes Blair." Christian insisted urgently

I just shook my head.

"Why Blair? Why can't you look me in the eyes?" Christian said again

"Why?" He yelled

"BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU!" I scream at him

In a mater of seconds, Christians lips found mine and before I knew it we were kissing fiercely again. Our tongues worked together in perfect correlation like we were pieces of two puzzles.

But I couldn't give in so easily

"Christian....I have to leave." I said as I broke the kiss

"Why Blair?" Christian said, his eyes still filled with want.

"Because just because I love you doesn't mean I'll be with you." I confessed

"Why?" Christian mumbled, hurt.

"B-because...I don't think I'll ever be able to trust you again."

"Then I'll work hard...I'll work hard to gain back your trust but just please...please give us another chance." Christian pleaded.

"Christian I need time...this is all too overwhelming." I told him

"Okay. You can have all the time in the world. But at least let me take you home." Christian asked.

"No...Cher's coming to pick me up." I said as I grabbed my over coat and headed out.

With a final glance at Christian I went off with Cher.

Walking away from Christian was one of the hardest thing I've had to do.

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