Just Hazel.

After The Storm

Ever since I moved back in with Haneef I've been avoiding everyone. It's been a month already since the whole Valentines Day disaster. About 3 days ago Haneef brought Aniylah and Major over here to visit. It wasnt the same as waking up to my babies faces though. I think when I get over this depression I'm gonna take them back in with me. Haneef's been a big help with me lately. I just been going threw some things I need time to think about shit. feel me? I got my own room now since Aniylah not here and Myia be staying with King & Haneef more.

So most of the time I just be eating , crying or just laying here. How did my life just go downhill like this. And the funny part is in 3 days March21st , it's going to be my 20th birthday. And im spending it in misery. Just Great.

I got out of bed and went in the kitchen to heat me up some hot chocolate. I sat at the table as I waited an Haneef sat across from me and put my fone on the table.

" You got 34 texts and 66 missed calls. Hazel you need to get your shit together."

" I'm good I just need this time alone. but who was Tryna get in contact with me ?"

" Jakima , mommy , Alexus , nylasia , Kay , tht nigga zeus , shit even me."

" Oh damn."

"Yeah see Kay's calling right now. answer cause it might be one of the kids."

As soon as he mentioned my babies I answered.

" Hello?"

" Hazel?"

" Yes Kareem?"

" so you don't answer your fone when my kids Tryna answer you ? you doing this now ?"

" My fone was turned off since valentines day"

He sucked his teeth.

" Hazel grow up "

" Shutup why you even called to yell at me?"

" Na. I don't even know why I called to check up on you and my baby"

I laughed. " that's probably not even yours ."

" WHAT?"

" I don't even know if its really yours . It's between you and Zeus daddy of the year how you like that ?"

" Fuck you hazel ! IM REALLY DONE WITH YOUR HOE ASS SUCK MY FUCKING DICK BITCH." he hung up in my ear.

I threw my already cracked fone.

" I hate him Haneef I swear !"

I yelled breaking down crying.

Haneef hugged me and I went to bed early.

The next morning I went to the DNA lab to find out whose baby this is. I had a piece of Kareem's DNA and a hair strand of Zeus' hair. They stuck a tube in my box and it hurt but I needed to know.

I sat in the waiting room for over 2 hours before the results came back. " Ms. Hazel Martinez?"

" Yes ?"

" Your results are back and the baby's DNA matches with the male Kareem Butler ? Am I right." I smiled hard.

"Yes thank you doctor and can I have a extra copy of the results."

He nodded his head and went to the back. I grabbed my jacket and waited for the paper. Next stop ? Kareem's house.

I arrived at Kareem's house by 1:30 , therefore the kids were still in school. I knocked twice and he answered.

" What you want the kids ain't here." He said not looking at me.

I handed him the paper and he smirked. " So the baby really is mine "

I smiled. " no doubt about it"

" dont play with me and my seed again or ill kill you ." I chuckled .

" Well I just wanted to let you know , so yeah bye ."

" Bye ."

I left his house. Even though we're not together I'm glad were cordial.